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a symptom of being alive | BSD [soukoku]

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Reads 259
Votes 12
Parts 2
Time 51m

addiction angst caring chuuya cuddling cute dazai depression fluff grief happy happyending hurt-comfort mafia mentalhealth sad skk soft soukoku

When Dazai broke his arm falling down the stairs, he didn't think twice about taking the medicine the Port Mafia's doctor prescribed for the pain. After all, he hates pain. They helped for a while. Then he hurt himself again. And again. 
It was never supposed to be like this. 
(crossposted from ao3)All Rights Reserved

addiction angst caring chuuya cuddling cute dazai depression fluff grief happy happyending hurt-comfort mafia mentalhealth sad skk soft soukoku

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just two people who dazai destroyed bonding over the fact that dazai destroyed them while trying to heal both themselves and each-other. ~discontinued~ I don't own any characters or plot points from started: 2021 discontinued: 2022

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Chuuya Nakahara x Reader • • • Things were not what it seemed, they were so alike but so different. As though they were from a different time, from a different world entirely. The feeling of only understanding each other was something they could hold comfort in. Meeting under a building while the city around them was bursting with life, the rain pouring, neither of them caring and getting lost in each other's eyes. • • • "Have you read the Port Mafia files Kunikida gave you, did you?" "No, not yet at least." "Chuuya is a Port Mafia executive." "Fuck." • • • A sequel to the previous story on my account, 'The Pretty Princess' I suggest reading that beforehand, primarily because there will be a lot of references. Once again I do not own the characters, I own the plot.

Chuuya's Discovery by Mystoryfiles

Chuuya discovers the deepest secret of his partner with the boss of the port mafia and at the same time, he finds himself falling in love with Dazai. Warning: The story have sensitive contents such us: Depression, torture, drugs, rape, suicide and violence

I swear | bsd | Soukoku ✔ by Causeofdeath-Soukoku

❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes

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赤 - Red. "Does it hurt?" Dazai laughed, "not anymore". Trigger warnings on the first page ！！

Undercare|| Fyozai by underthebuss

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My Psychiatrist || Soukoku by DazaiMancer

Started: March 18, 2023 Finished: November 18, 2023 Dazai is a 21 years old young man who was never cared by his parents, and was only seen as a tool for their dirty, and illegal, job. His parents' psychological, and sometimes physical, abuse rendered him mute. He had been hiding the scars which carved into his skin behind the bandages. He had been living in his alternative reality after a certain incident. Someday, he met with a young psychiatrist which made him feel the things he never felt before.

Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon by Chibi-Tsun2021

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