
"Lex?" Zayn asked as I sat there and stared off. "Lexie!" "Hmm?" I asked and turned my head toward him. "Are you okay?" He asked and placed his hand on my thigh. I'm that moment I knew he wanted to try to make me feel better, but he didn't know what I had been through and what he was doing was making things worse. "No, no I am not," I shook my head. The rest of the boys walked in a few minutes later and Louis came next to me and sat down. He placed his hand gently on my cheek opposite that was facing him and pulled me onto his shoulder. All it took was that moment for me to realize that Louis understood me more than my own boyfriend did. I cried into his shoulder, him moving slightly so that I was more comfortable, and stayed there for a few minutes. Louis rubbed my back and caressed my hair as he tried to calm me down. After I could finally stop sobbing, I pulled back laid back against the couch we were sitting on. "Is there anything I can do love?" Zayn asked as he sighed. "Just let me be. I need to think about a lot of things right now," I sighed. "Okay," he sighed and then stood up and walked away. The rest of the boys followed but I stopped Lou. "Lou, stay," I basically whispered. I stopped and turned to look at me. "Are you sure?" He asked with a raised brow. "Please," I begged as tears threatened to spill again. He nodded and came back and sat next to me again. "I can't pretend anymore Lou." "Pretend what?" He asked, his brows furrowed together. "That I still feel the same for Zayn. I don't want to break his heart. And I don't want things to be awkward for the rest of tour, but I can't keep pretending like this," I said as I swallowed the lump in the back of my throat. "I just don't know what to do."All Rights Reserved
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