In between [mafia conflict ]

"do it kessy, you know what's right, Nelson said
Kesley listen to your heart, you know what you want, Derek chirped in.

"stop..... I screamed as tears flowed down my eyes.
"don't take any step further, I shouted at them both.
you guys don't deserve to call my name".

"you guys have killed so many innocent people.
Kess listen to me, but I didn't, I didn't listen to him, I pulled the trigger and I saw as he fell,his subconscious body there staring at me.

but I didn't feel anything, guilt,fear,nothing but I felt dizziness and nausea and immediately everything turned dark, I fell unconscious

I'm shitty in description so I think this helped a little