"In this world it's just us, you know it's not the same as it was."
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She's a silky Honey grieving the loss of her dead girlfriend Sydney, whilst raising her two year old twin siblings Arlo, and Tobias, and her beloved snorting, (albeit, slightly gassy) white English Bulldog, Piggy at the age of twenty-two. All she has is their Aunt Jenny to lean on, until Harry comes along and makes her see she doesn't have to do things on her own.
Arlo's talkative, wants to see everything the world has to offer kind of girl. Toby's quiet, non-verbal by choice, only using sign language to communicate with his siblings and Aunt.
Holland's not good with change, hence the last two years have been hard. Letting in another person scares her for the possibility to lose him when she starts to want him around all the time. When the two become inseparable best friends, they never try to fix each other, only be there to pick up the phone when one wants to snort cocaine to fill a void, and the other wants to get drunk or cry herself to sleep. Even when Harry leaves for tour, they find ways to be there for each other, even if it means going to greater extents to be there with each other.
Holland can only sleep when she's next to Harry knowing he'll be there if she wakes up, and Harry's wondering how long he can stay in this bubble they have. He thinks of where his home is, and he looks at her every time. In every sold out show, sticking his tongue out -when he like a magnet- finds her, and in every kitchen where he knows she's dancing.
He's fallen in love with her, he knows he shouldn't, it burns because she's not even into guy's. But what happens when Holland realizes she's faced all of her fears with him? Not just crowds, but falling hopelessly in love with someone that's not Sydney, a woman. It's Harry, a man.
Only to find out she may be too late.
A poet and a singer, Novelists would say this is a perfect story.
After living a tedious and monotonous life growing up all she wanted was fun. Fun like getting drunk several nights a week and coming home so hung over she couldn't see her own feet. Fun like enjoying a night out with her 3 other best friends who have joined her all along. Is that really fun? Young Sydney Martin was forced to endure the life of a stereotype. Living the same routine everyday. Her boyfriend, or now ex boyfriend put her in an empty whole of nothingness. But Sydney was in love. Falling so hard she saw nothing else but him. Everything in her life was the blur of a common place.They would under go everything with each other. From eating breakfast together in the morning, to playing in the sheets at night. Her life was perfect. Everyday was a new day for Sydney. Of course when your 20 years old & withstanding a job at an aquarium what other option do you have? Evan made it exciting for her. They would go to amusement parks, travel the world together for years on end. But nothing lasts forever. One day, it all stopped and he was gone. It was just another Cinderella story. Break ups do that to you, they rip apart everything you once had in your heart. That's what a heart break is all about. All that Sydney had left was her 3 best friends, Abbie, Kalie, & Amanda. Of course she had her parents in a distant way but what 20 year old wants to sulk with their 50 year old guardians? Sydney was convinced love doesn't exist. So she forced her life to become a fast pace movie franchise. Getting drunk at bar's every night and living her life to the most in order to leave the life that only existed in the past. But when her best friend Abbey introduces yet another celebrity friend to her group she doesn't stand a chance. With one wink of an eye & a new future ahead of her everything could be thrown away. Maybe she could even love again. But life always has obstacles. Does love truly exsist?