Stomach empty, head empty
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Complete Mon, Jan 9, 2023<5 mins
""Dabi?" He asks, gaining no reply. He rounds the bed and sees his boyfriend staring at the wall, eyes unseeing. Hawks takes a knee to study his boyfriend. Every few seconds, the blanket moves up and down again, signaling that even if Dabi is really out of it, he is breathing deep."
People don't really talk about how you can go completely blank during your eating disorder. Your mind and body can get so completely run down that you can't even form sentences in your own head. Its terrifying.
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