John is a senior in high school. He's been bullied his whole life and he's deep in the closet. All his wants is for the school year to be over. Luckily, his friends are there for him. Lafayette is his best friend, whom John always relies on and who relies on John. They also have feelings for each other. Charles Lee's Halloween party approaches and trouble is in the air. John and Lafayette's relationship gets put on trial. Shit happens. How will they get out of the mess they create? This story contains: -a lot of swearing -smut (everyone is 18 dw) -smoking and drinking -bad mental health talks -cheating ALSO: this is a rewrite of a fanfic of the same name, which I started when I was 14 (I'm atm 19) but the og story was executed poorly and now I want to do it again. I will handle the themes with much more thought and not make it too angsty. I will keep the plot pretty much the same, but just write it better and make some smaller changes here and there. Hope you like it though :)