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This Is Me Trying

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Reads 44,146
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Parts 23
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White - purity, faithfulness, and commitment. Dare stained it and everything will be shaky, leaving a casualty. When breaking a bone, perhaps it will still be mended. But will it be the same as before? For Solis, it will never be. It is penned forever in history.

For how many years, she established a foundation of love with her husband, Hayland. Then one day, strings suddenly twisted. None of them can tell if they can still save their five years of marriage from a three-week storm surge. She's trying to understand and acknowledge the pain. He's trying to correct what is now a shattered piece.All Rights Reserved

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Save me by Aliest_Joo

"You're sleeping at my house today." She said instantly "That will just make her more mad" I Said even knowing thats probably the best option "She have already made up her mind though" "Family means no one gets left behind" - Shally "Thank you Valentina" I blurted out I just felt like I needed to thank her "For what my love?" She asked with her sleepy voice "For showing me what love is" I said not thinking twice She turnes around facing me "Thank you Raven, for showing me that love can be real."

And They Parted Away... by his_kiten

#406 in Romance(31/05/17) **** She was always a mystery unsolved. Scattered pieces of puzzles lay apart... Like a broken glass.. That's how she could be described... A girl once full of life with a compassionate heart was lost in a midst of storm... Her clinging heels would make people tremble.Her anger was worst than storm.She was bitter and ruthless than ever and she has no soft bones.She is known for not mincing words... No one near her could imagine her as a sweet and a fun loving person.. Love is known as the most powerful force on earth..was true for her. She now stays alone with her thoughts.. She hides her deepest feelings so well she can forgot where she placed them. It is said wounds heal with time..but some wounds don't..they are still afresh as they happened yesterday.. She is as distant as the sky.... Love brought them together and then it parted them away....

Fated Love by Awuor6

" I am sorry!" I apologized sobbing. I mean what else I could have done. He caught me red handed.so the only way out was to cry. It had worked for me for so many times that I have lost count." I didn't know how to tell you. I tried to quit but he manipulated the contract and I couldn't until after five years. "I sobbed harder. He looked at me with an emotionless face. I guess I hurt his feelings pretty badly. "Quit crying like a fucking baby and tell me why you lied to my face each and every morning" he scoffed irritated. Holy mother of motherless goat! "I didn't lie to you. I just...I just didn't tell you." I slapped myself for that outrageous statement. It doesn't make a difference. I shrugged and looked at him. Meet Sharon who experienced both kinds of love. With one man, she felt love and abundant safety and with the other she had to experience the most humiliation of her life. Fated love is a story where Sharon experienced true love the one true love of her life,Dean.They went through many challenges and had to separate but with their undying love,they found each other again. She also suffered from Kelvin's sick and twisted kind of love.

The Billionaire's Ex-Wife by Enjoy_Little_Moments

Love. It was infuriating yet strangely addicting. It swirls in unknown waters, testing its limits before striking. The sensation of its claws digging into your flesh was all it took for it to become entranced. And then everything collapsed. Everything began to untangle. Everything slowly crumbled to ground. Everything began to fall apart. And you found yourself in the centre of it all, your hands cradling your heart as tears trickled down your cheeks, the salty liquid creating a dark patch on your jeans as it hit the soft fabric. You're vulnerable. You're scared. You're hurt. You're broken. But when you finally have the courage, to wipe away an trace of a broken heart. When you finally lift yourself from the dark pit you had created. When you finally patch together the remnants of your shattered soul. When you finally close your eyes. When you forget. When you become invincible. When you finally heal. It all comes back. Everything. Like an arrow that had been shot in your back, your eyes widening from the unforeseen attack. That's what happens. Because love is dirty. Love was the ugly, ever changing shadow that would snarl at you, jeering at your pitiful state. But then it was also the beautiful stroke of the paintbrush, as the brush winded across the canvas, the colours flourishing into life. Love was a demon, yet also an angel in disguise. That was love. _____________________________________ [ WARNING ⚠ : I wrote this as an inexperienced pre-pubescent so prepare for a cringefest. So before you call me out, think about the kid you're swearing at :) ] COVER BY SAMUELSTORMBRINGER [ COMPLETED ] HIGHEST RANKS: #31 in romance 09.11.17 #1 in heartbreak 17.12.18 #1 in friendzoned 21.05.18 #1 in ex-husband 21.05.18 #1 in marriage 30.03.19

Affairs Of The Heart by QxeenAbii

//Please note this story is under heavy construction! Read at your own risk.// If you look for perfection, you'll never be content. ~Leo Tolstoy . . . . . . . A flower is to be always beautiful lest it is cast away. A flower is to be innocent and pure. Delicate in nature, ever to bring squinting smiles to those around. A flower is perfect. Always perfect. She was the perfect embodiment of a flower. Her name, Iris. A thorn is sharp like a knight's blade. It inflicts pain and draws blood if one dares to get close. A thorn protects a flower from the wickedness of the world. A thorn is attached to the king, ever guarding. He was the perfect embodiment of a thorn. His name, Luca. She was an iris in no need of a thorn and he was a thorn in no need of a delicate iris. Thrust together by an arranged marriage, the unlikely pair, the thorn, and the flower must now find a way to co-inhabit in the same garden. Bracing the strength of the winter, will their love and companionship last for the spring season or will the cold betrayal of a parasitic orchid, the overflowing herbicide of lies and the perfect perfection of the Iris trample the delicate budding bloom of their affairs of the heart?

Waiting Until Dawn {Mike Monroe x Reader} by FandomQuack

"Back to this hellhole, huh?" "I wouldn't call it a hellhole" He mutters. "Oh, but I would." I snap harshly. He almost flinches. "(Y/n), I'm sorry. It wasn't supposed to get out of hand like that..." I cut him off. "I know. But I can't believe you would ever think of doing that. It's cruel!" He looks away in shame. "I'm sorry." He says again. "It's not me you should have apologized to." I say, hot tears threatening to spill. I didn't know who to feel about him. I was so completely in love with him, maybe I still am, but they were my best friends. I just wish everything could have been different.

Forever with you... by JananiPalpandi

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The Coalition of Sierra J. Rubenstein by JoshPerriman

This is a novella where I depict the events of my life from 2011-2018. I discuss how my relationship with Sierra Rubenstein has affected me and countless others in our life time. I want this novella to serve as a warning for anyone going through or had gone through a toxic relationship. There is highly graphic, sensitive, and inappropriate material that is detailed. See how the events of my life are played out from the other perspective, the perspective a person who rarely speaks up for himself. To save some time of talking to those who want to hear my story, I will express it as if each and every person sat down with me to listen to my life's stories. Reader Discretion is advise and thank you for hearing me out. Feel free to discuss and breakdown my work. This is not a work that spends the whole time ripping on my ex. If that is what you believe this is, then you are missing the purposes behind my work.

The big bad wolf loves me(old) by midnight_newt

"WYNTER GET YOUR ASS BACK INSIDE THIS HOUSE! I KNOW YOU'RE OUT THERE. DON'T MAKE ME COME AND GET YOU!!" The male voice shouted. I can't let him see me I thought to myself as I looked at my mate one final time So wynter is my little mates' name. How cute. Wynter prepare yourself. You will be mine. I thought to myself as I sneaked back into the direction I came from. ------------------------------ (Warning I am bad at descriptions) Meet wynter Delaney, she is a 16 almost turning 17 years old who has been in a two- year relationship with a man much older than her. She had to move in with her boyfriend because of her sudden parent's death. They died in a horrible car crash. Her life is somewhat normal but that all changes when a certain someone comes into her life more than once. Meet Ryder Jones, he was an orphan at the young age of 6. His mother was murdered along with her old pack. His father committed suicide when he couldn't deal with the loss of his mate. But the blood moon pack came and took him in. Fast forward a few years later he is 18 and now just starting public school at coral high Where a certain someone goes to. He is the cliche bad-boy, maybe just not as bad. But he does have bad boy vibes and he is an alpha. Finally, meet Wynter's boyfriend of two years carter Rons. He works for the police and is 22 years old. He is anything but truthful to the one he supposedly loves. They all have separate lives but somehow they all connect to each- other. Join them on their adventure. But be warned people are just as dangerous as any animal. Will wynter accept the bond? Will she escape from her nightmares? Will she fall Inlove along the way? Will Ryder ever get the girl?

Until We Meet Again by GoldenMaple101

She was beautiful, wealthy, intelligent, responsible, and kind-a rare combination that's difficult to find. To the outside world, her life appeared perfect, almost flawless. But beneath the surface, it was a different story. Allison Hayze's senior year was about to begin, and the pressure was mounting. Struggling to meet her parents' expectations and maintain the image they had crafted, she faces trials that challenge her in ways she never expected. Along the way, she holds on to old friendships, forms new connections, and stumbles into a romance that may lead to more than she ever imagined. Questions will be answered, family secrets will be uncovered, and a new kind of love-an everlasting love-will be found. ~ This is an original work by Golden Maple 101. It is not to be copied, borrowed, or used in any way. Thank you.

The Space in our Heart by Matsumono_jun

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They Echo Me by enterthecircus

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ORCHARD OF MISTY DREAMS - BOOK 2 by eleanorseb

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Bad boys do it better by Nessiestories1

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"You're sleeping at my house today." She said instantly "That will just make her more mad" I Said even knowing thats probably the best option "She have already made up her mind though" "Family means no one gets left behind" - Shally "Thank you Valentina" I blurted out I just felt like I needed to thank her "For what my love?" She asked with her sleepy voice "For showing me what love is" I said not thinking twice She turnes around facing me "Thank you Raven, for showing me that love can be real."