why is it hard ?
i been growing and its been almost 16 years since you passed.
i miss you still ..
you left this world in 2006 .. but my love for you is still strong.
i am writing this after so many years passed .
remembering the things about the past
i am grown into a adult but i know you stayed 16 year old
its hard to tell people i still get hurt on oct 1.
live as been a roller-coaster for me .
i know your keeping me strong well i remember the laughter
the voice and your dark curly hair ...
i miss you .. but I'm happy .. i am watching my kids grow sometimes i tell them about you.
they wish they met you.
love the way you made me feel
the butterflies in the stomach
the song that was dedicated to you
i still think about you .
thank you for being in my life then time we had .
you were the first to make me happy and smile .
by Ashley Nemeth