DEAR DIARY
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just in case you were wonderin the cover is a pic literally the real life "Ryder"😭
if you think you are one of the characters I'm really very sorry
btw i wrote this when I was 12, to vent stuff but in the form of a story.
I stopped writing because I think i got bored of it.
And my crush slowly faded away to a new one...
keep reading for plot twist!!
Thanks for reading anyways!
(btw the names r not the actual names)
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