Summary: You've been a part of Kaz Brekker's life for a long time. Some people said it was before the cripple, before the gloves. Maybe they were right, but it didn't change the fact that you'd disappeared for 6 years of his life. You weren't there, and that meant you couldn't be let back in....right? Pairing: Kaz Brekker x Tidemaker!reader Warnings: Angst, violence, kaz's touch aversion, but a lot of fluff towards the end.