Tears Speak The Words The Heart Cannot

hey everyone !! i orginally wrote the idea for this fic on tiktok, my account is "theangelofthursday", basically i have never ever played CoD, only read fics about it, i thought ao3 would be better for a fic like this, but i do not have an account, and are too lazy to make one, so i posted on here where i do. (yes i know you can post annoymously on ao3). Anyway this is my first CoD fic like ever, i will probably include very very small amounts of Gaelic and Scottish slang as i do not want to get any of the terms wrong 😭.
Have fun with this lewl i am not paying for any therapy btw and am not responsible for any heartshattering emotions you may feel. (: adios.

Summary:

Soap is a valued, loyal and useful member of the 141.
His only flaw?
Being in love with his superior, Simon "Ghost" Riley.
Just when Soap thinks the situation can't get any worse..
A certain someone comes back into the crew and latches onto Ghost.
What will he do now?
Fight for him?
Or die trying?
Only time can say.