Awkward

Awkward...that's a word that should state it. No I guess there's not a word to describe what's happening, but awkward should do it.

According to Google which isn't a great source, but oh well awkward means...
1. causing difficulty; hard to do or deal with.
2. causing or feeling embarrassment or inconvenience.
3. not smooth or graceful; ungainly.

Many things are happening to that well I don't think can be described and only can be experienced. I've run into many...creatures? No I don't know what to call them. Well I mean I forgot what they're called, but I can remember my...boyfriend's name *shys away...hmm boyfriend that feels weird on my lips...I fell in love on my journey...not intentional, but I do love him.

I'm not sure, but I think I've gain some powers. I encounter many things and many more are to come. I hope I'm prepared.

So grab on cause we're on one heck of a roller coaster with many turns and loops making you regret you ever came on (especially your poor stomach).

That is, if you wanna be well...awkward.