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Mira [On-Going]
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kaitogod
Ongoing, First published Jan 12, 2023
adolescentalienationanxietycollegestudentdarkdeathdetachedgeneralgeneralfictionhopelessinner-struggleinnerdemonsinnerthoughtsintrovertisolationmentallyunstablenewadultpsychologicalpsychologyselftragedyyoungadult
What corrupts an innocent man? What drives him to corruption? What leads him to sin? What are the conditions that make him subject to and undergo this change? And what type of society produces such individuals?

Miroslav, a kind-hearted, and exceptionally talented young college student, dives into the somber and murky suburbs of Svyatnadomagrad, a gloomy and anarchic urbanized city consumed by greed and hedonism, to attend university and pursue higher education. 

Originally from a small conservative rural town, Miroslav is haunted by his thoughts on conformity and individuality, and struggles living life as an individual within the concrete jungle, a very unfamiliar environment. As he tries to adapt to campus life and living with only himself, along with the overwhelming desolation and misery he faces, he is pulled straight into a maelstrom of mischief and poorly-made decisions, which further supplement his inner turmoil. He finds himself vulnerable to and easily tempted by the demons that lurk within the depressing slums of Svyatnadomagrad. 

A dark and tragic story about a promising student's roller coaster of a journey to find answers to questions that had always troubled him: "Who am I? What does it mean to live? Is life worth living?"

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Mira is a passion project of mine. Heavily inspired by classic titles such as Fyodor Dostoevsky's Crime and Punishment, Albert Camus' The Stranger, and Dazai Osamu's No Longer Human, it explores a world from the point of view of a man who is emotionally detached from the rest of humanity and the world altogether.

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I will try my best to release at least 2 new chapters per quarter of the year. I struggle with words and grammar; school is also another thing that affects how often I am able to write, alongside other side projects.
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Nine Years

34 parts Complete Mature

Vera: When I was little, I never would have imagined myself at 26 years old, waitressing at a shitty Tavern, in the West Side. I also couldn't have predicted I would meet the most perfect man to sweep me off my feet at said Tavern. Life is seeming too good to be true, until this perfect man reveals his dirty secret that lands me in the middle of a war thats been brewing for almost a decade. But, how can I stay away from the man who makes me feel more alive than i've felt in years? Do I even want to stay away? My head is telling me to run, but my heart wont let me go. Tyler: When my classmates and I got assigned a project to build a business model during sophomore year at Yale, I never would've guessed it would change my entire life. That year I met my best friends and we've built a billion dollar company that's become the most successful medical equipment supply company in the country. From the outside, I'm living the dream, in luxury. Expensive cars, penthouse apartments and anything I want at the snap of my fingers. But someone like me doesn't get to where I am without lies, betrayal and enemies. I just never thought my worst enemy would be my best friend.

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