We're all just dead. It's the sad truth. Whether you're really six feet deep or breathing in the unfresh air. Everyone deals with things. Things don't always go the way you want them to. You become depressed, anxious, scared. You don't know how to deal with these things. You hurt yourself to cope. Life almost never goes the way you want it to. Those whose lives do are lying or lucky. And those feelings of jealousy, anger, sadness, depression, regret, despair, disgust, they engulf you in a sea of negativity. Everyone has their own story. But you're not reading everyone's story, that would take too long. So instead, here's mine.
This story contains: sexual assault, rape, depression, self-harm, drinking, smoking, drugs, abuse, child trafficking, murder, suicide, weapons, and cussing. All of this is for awareness purposes and not used to be an asshole towards anyone.
-Let's get this straight. From a dead end job to a useless crazy ex boyfriend- my happiness is with my best friend yet the fear of our relationship ending completely scares me and id rather fake it and be in fear than find out and never be happy. It sucks, seeing him everyday and knowing what i feel for him and how deep those feelings go is painful...-
But when he comes around everything changes for the best and for the worst. As a whole they are deeply loved and equally as hated by others but the love from one another is undeniable, if only she wasnt so selfish with her choices and words-
-Lying, cheating, sneaking, crying- many acts and emotions come from within when there's someone you love unaware of that love.. Possibly growing to love someone else right before your eyes..Its gut wrenching, i know because ive fucked up. Its worse when you're aware of the harm you cause yourself and others but dont care how the outcome turns out to be. Why would it matter how it effects you if youre used to pain and people leaving? it wouldnt. All because you take comfort in your own mind and mental illness, once you realize you have freewill it may become a bad thing if youre careless.-
- Gabriella White.