Why does it hurt so much ( hunter angst toh )

This story is about hunter from the owl house

Hunter life wasn't the best like everyone elses he is the golden guard after all what people Don't know is that belos is not what he seems everytime if hunter failed a mission or disobeyed his uncle/belos he will get yelled at or worse a vine straight across his face or his body but he kept trying and trying to make it right just to be loved until he couldn't take the pain anymore. where will he go? . What will happen? Just keep reading to find out

Warning
• ab@se
• self harm
•maybe some swearing
•eating disorder
• suicidal thought

Worst of all
Belos!!!! :0

Also the cover was made by me