Exulansis
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Ongoing, First published Jan 14, 2023
Exulansis
Ini adalah sebutan untuk rasa putus asa yang melanda saat kamu bercerita tentang suatu pengalaman kepada orang lain yang tidak akan bisa memahaminya. - dikutip dari unifers.unifa.ac.id

seberapa besar aku mencoba menjelasakan tentang perasaan yang aku miliki saat itu, mereka tidak akan bisa untuk benar-benar mengerti dan memahami.
hingga diam pun menjadi pilihan
sampai semuanya berenang dalam angan tak dapat disampaikan.

dan tibalah sekarang 
aku memilih untuk menuliskannya
bukan untuk mereka
tapi untukku
dan untuk orang-orang yang berkenan membacanya
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