Reality Hurts

x Alex's POV- what she is thinking when staring at her old friends and hoping they sort themselves out x
Hypocrites.
They are everywhere.
Everywhere I look that is all I see.
Walking down the hall, the eyes of hypocrites stare at me.
They stare deep through my eyes and hit my soul.
Don't ask me about high school life because I don't know how I'm coping.

Ego filled boys and girls whom I once called friends are sit down on the ground, pretending to get higher then the Empire State.
They seriously think they are literally the top shit.
They would never drink, smoke and they are all virgins.
But they are probably desperate for it.
They want to fit in but they just can't.

These were meant to be the golden years.
The years we were meant to live our lives.
Experiment, Live a little, Explore.
These years that end high school really just start your life.
How these end years finish will reflect how your real life will start.
Smoke, Drink, Dance- see what its like.
You may like or you may hate it.
But you will never know before you try.

Complain, Gossip, Bitch, be Selfish- these things reflect your personality.
What you do- people will comment on.
Thinking your up so high without seeing everyone is enjoying life.
Everyone is getting along and your trying to be cool.
Your the ones who piss people off.
Your the ones that people hate.
Why?
Your the ones that bitch about the others.

CAN'T YOU SEE!
Your the ones who hate yourself.
You know what your doing is wrong.
You want to be with the others.
You want to be cool.

But deep inside.
Your dying.
Dying for love.
For passion.
Dying to fit in.

Listen to your heart.
You know what you are doing is wrong.
Speak out be yourself.
Maybe others will too.
Maybe others will listen.
They might listen to you.

It takes one to take a stand.
That's what I did you can too.
Maybe others won't critise you.
Others won't tackle you.
Others won't laugh at you.

Maybe you will help others.