One Question, Why?

Long nights and day's cold.

Steady waiting for the day where I'm not alone.
A hole in my heart and there is no restoring.
I'm wasted and chasing something hard to find.
You broke me so much, now it's hard to confide.

Over thinking everything, think I'm better off dead.
You would never understand all the feeling I've kept.
I tried but failed, I couldn't stop you from leaving.

When you said you love me forever, that shit was misleading.
You play with my emotions, and now I can't stop the bleeding.
All I ever wanted to asked is one question.

Why?

Why this shouldn't hurt.