Fighting The Beast Inside Me
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Ongoing5m
Last published Thu, Jul 6, 2023
I always ask myself. May mali ba sa'kin? Am I scary? Problematic nga ba ako?
Ba't ganon, lahat ng nakikilala ko na kaibigan ay may something sa'kin. Hindi ko ma-explain kung ano 'yon. Pero hindi ako manhid para hindi ko maramdaman. Bakit sila natatakot sakin?
Bakit hindi di nila ini-express yung nararamdaman nila para malaman ko? Di naman ganon ka kitid utak ko para di maunaaaan.
Lagi kong iniisip na ang malas ko kasi lahat ng friendship ko, dumaan sa ganon. Little did I know, sila nga ba ang may problema or ako mismo?
Baka ako...
Should I fight this beast inside me or wait untill the right person will come and understand me?
Who could it be?
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