Another Suicidal Teenager.
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Ongoing31m
Last published Sat, Jun 28, 2014
*Not Famous*. Hi. I'm Laura. I'm your average teenager. But I hide a dark secret. I'm suicidal. I've been a cutter for 3 years and still am. I've attempted suicide in the past. But, where will my actions bring me? Trouble. Scared. mental? My name is Laura and this is my Story.
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my life is a secret, my heart is emotionless i have no real emotion. though i seem joyful and happy i'm just a actress its what i do, my real job is as the most famous singer in the world but i guess people don't know this when i come to assassinate my teacher in the class 3-E UPDATE letting everyone know this is a only fic i wrote when i was like 15, now im older and i saw there were some parts i didnt publish so i published them. not gonna update this. not gonna do it sorry babes
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