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LECTURAS 42
Votos 3
Partes 1
Hora <5 mins

over compulsive disorder 
this is what I have ,but don't get confused I'm not a tidy freak
I just have to do things  check ,say things over and over 
over and over 
people get annoyed when I repeat myself
over and over over and over
but it's because I don't feel like I've said it right 
I have to do things four times 
even if it's checking if something turned off 
I have to check it 
over and over 
over and over 
just in case 
when it's comes to food it's worse as you know im recovering from bulimia
but still I have to cut my food up into four
into four 
into four 
into four
into FOUR
it's the same with drinking 
im afraid bad things will happen if I don't do theese things 
bad thing's will happen
bad things will happen
you see I DON'T control the cod 
the ocd controls meTodos los derechos reservados

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The Crazy Girl

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