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over compulsive disorder
this is what I have ,but don't get confused I'm not a tidy freak
I just have to do things check ,say things over and over
over and over
people get annoyed when I repeat myself
over and over over and over
but it's because I don't feel like I've said it right
I have to do things four times
even if it's checking if something turned off
I have to check it
over and over
over and over
just in case
when it's comes to food it's worse as you know im recovering from bulimia
but still I have to cut my food up into four
into four
into four
into four
into FOUR
it's the same with drinking
im afraid bad things will happen if I don't do theese things
bad thing's will happen
bad things will happen
you see I DON'T control the cod
the ocd controls me
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