Undercover

Inam writing this as I am in the car, with only my Mum and myself. This is how it is nowadays, just her and me. My Dad was one of the best people I have ever had in my life, but in early 2004, it was discovered he had lung cancer. I made the decision that there was no way I could see him suffer, so I went to stay with my grandparents for two months, I totally regret it now and this is why. Mum told me that the medicine that they were giving him wasnt working, and he died on such sudden note the day before I came home. I am an only child, a lonely child and about to move to a new school. We are just going to our local shopping centre to get my last minute pieces of uniform for tomorrow. Will I survive? I am not sure, but I never have been. I was bullied in primary school, late October and have never had any true friends since that. Unfortunately I have suffered from anxiety and panic attacks from the thought of dying. The only thing that I am sure of now is this, my name is Ivy Green...