ℕ𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕖 ◇ 𝕊𝕒𝕦𝕝 𝕊𝕚𝕝𝕧𝕒 ( 𝐄𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 )

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭, 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤.

I got lost. And to this day I haven't been able to find my way back home. If it still exists. You know that feeling of something missing in your life? That little headache from the feeling of forgetting something and not being able to remember. And each time you reach for the memory, the further away it gets? For a long time this was something constant in my life. So a part of me got used to it, while the other looked for a way to escape.

Those escapes made me find the man who would give me one of the greatest gifts of my life. And that would teach me what true love was, and many other lessons that I will never forget.

But before that, it was those escapes that nearly killed me. It made me see how weak I was for giving myself up, but also how strong I am for having managed to survive.

I swore to myself that I would never give it to me again. And that I would do everything possible and impossible to find my way back.

I just didn't know the high price I, and the people around me would have to pay.

Sipin-off of 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐒𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐫 ♤ 𝐒𝐚𝐮𝐥 𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐯𝐚