feelings behind a smile {Jeon Jk}

"You're lazy " "you're worthless." "Get up and do something." Those words rang through his head like a painful bell. "No one would understand me at all, but it's okay," jeon jungkook. a cheerful person who loves everyone.

or that's what they think..

no one ever had his back. He just had.. himself. though it may seem like he's a happy person, he isn't. he just hides everything behind a smile. Nobody knows it's fake because he hides his emotions well until he's alone in his bedroom. under his blanket and cuddling his stuffed bunny

~[soooo, just so you guys know, i wrote this two years ago at the age of fourteen. Stared on january 19th, 2023, and i finished it the same year on october 3rd. Nine days before my fifteenth birthday. Their might be some triggers. So i suggest you think deeply before you read it. If you have any questions about it, just DM me on my tiktok. It's in my bio. But i really do appreciate all of you. Even if you're a silent reader. This book has helped me through my depression and trauma... it may seem a bit funky, right now. But I will re-edit it soon. Also, I'll be working on the sequel to it called "summoning," so I'm looking forward to that. Also, thank you so much for getting this book to 1.28K. It means so much to me. That's all I gotta say for now, though. Jks_lost_bananamilk out!!!💜💜]~

~[time of writing this: october 4th, 2025]~