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saving me from my darkness (bl)

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ashantithompson123

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we all have a dark part of our lives we want to forget we never want to remember we try our hardest to run away from it I've always been afraid of that dark place I've always thought if I run far enough i could escape the memories of my past are the things I have done but what if running just doesnt work?.hello my name is Ji-ho I have multiple personality disorder,On the surface I look like you're average person but my secondary personality is cold and heartless with psychopathic tendencies this is the story of my darkness and how I found the people who became my light.

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IM JUST THE BILLIONAIREs WIFE by GHope480

If it wasn't hurt it wasn't love, loving means hurting but a true love can bring all of the pieces. Love means a lot it can change us but it can also break us. Do people can stay together without love what if you will force to be with someone who you doesn't well know. The worst part is you learn to realize that your not only force into a loveless marriage but you also need to deal with the emotionless man not to mention that his eyes, his face all about him declares and show power and coldness. How long can you able to stand and remain firm when the man you need to face every day looks so intimidating, a jaw dropping man who don't give any justice in every word you can possibly describe him. This is the story of a woman who lives her life to the fullest she's enjoying her life even though everything seems too difficult for her to survive and be alive. She always believe that she needs to be strong to be able to survive. But then unexpected things happen that test her so much. How long can she remain strong and face everything. What if she is going to marry a womanizer billionaire that trap her into a loveless marriage. How can she remain strong when the billionaire broke her and got her a night that change her life. What if the woman he once loved in the past returns, and her past hunts her a nightmare she hope did not happen along time ago. How can she remain strong along the way, is she going to run away or she will stay and tamed the man who dragged her into a new sophisticated life. This story will show us the ups and down of life in a darkest shade of life there is always a hidden light that embrace the soul. And how love can be able to change the person itself how far love conquer all.

The Wrong Decisions I make by kidwitcurls

As you should probably should know my name is Jireh story is about a group of best friends that stick by each other, soon one of them turn their back on them and brings all sorts of drama only because he thinks they betrayed him for kissing on of em. They soon move on and do them. I don't want to put details so i tried not to. But still read please !

Lonely lovers (Antisepticeye x Reader) by Sean_Graham

She was always alone.... she never had friends she barely knew what it was like to love someone.... she was perfect.... but so broken.... lost.... À̴̱͝L̜̳ͮ̉O̴̰̝̞̽̄͊͟ͅÑ͖̖̲̐̒͗E̷͔̎͠͠͝ͅ she never deserved to be neglected, and yet she was. Before her all i wanted was the control over what was rightfully mine... now its more complicated, i want my own... my own body so i can forever hold her... and cherish her.... but our kinds aren't meant to be... we could be killed if anyone found out. The risks could be taken if the love is worth waitin. She is perfect... and i want her all to myself.... and it angers me every time i see them with her, they dont belong with her, i do.... and i will prove that too her.... or I'll just force her to see my way... (This is an Anti x Reader, yes this is why i gave up on my other one... but don't expect me not to give up on this one lol anyways enjoy! Warning there is explicit content in this, sexual content, murder, suicide, cursing, racism, and other triggering topics will be mentioned in this story so please read on your own terms <3 love y'all)

A spark of life [BxB] by Nettyna96

What if I tell you that the past, present and future are roaming around us. The more you dream the more lives you have lived. What would it mean when you are having the same dream over and over again? Will Pete and Vegas find their way to each other, will their dreams come true? Did they make merits together in their previous life? This is a next part of a story called The more you want the less you have, hence if there will be some parts that might not make sense to you, I recommend that you read that one first. The story is intended for a mature audience, I will try to publish TW at the beginning of every chapter. Please bear in mind that it is only fiction. I do not own the characters in this story. Please do not read if you will not feel comfortable. Kindly note that English is not my main language, hence grammar mistakes might appear. This story is also being published on AO3, the link to my profile is mentioned in my bio. Bear in mind that I am publishing every part at the almost same time (A few seconds difference between publishing.)

Our Silent Vows by Plumavenetta

She was mine long before she knew it. I'd been raised in shadows, in a world where power was survival and choice was an illusion. But then there was her. She slipped into my life, unexpected and defiant, eyes too bright for a town like this one, unafraid of what lay beneath the surface. She thought she could walk away, that she was strong enough to resist the pull. But every step she took only bound her tighter to me. She was delicate but stubborn, fierce enough to face what others ran from, even if she didn't fully see it yet. The only thing I've ever chosen. And I would break anything to keep her-everything, even her illusions of freedom. Because in a world that offered no choices, she became my one certainty. R. Trigger Warning ⚠️: This story contains intense and graphic content, exploring dark and disturbing themes that may be triggering for some readers. Sensitive topics are depicted throughout. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Proceed with caution: after this point, no additional warnings will be provided.

Surviving Love by Amy_112

"I'm not scared of you, I'm scared of history repeating itself" I whispered out. He grabbed my chin to make me look him in the eye, "I didn't hear you". Looking into his eye I repeated "I'm not scared of you, I'm scared of history repeating itself". His gaze was so intense "Peaches I would never hurt you I promise", his gaze slipped from my eyes to my lips as my tongue slips out to moisten my dry lips. His gaze travels back up to me eyes as he closes the distance between us his head dips low close to my face as his lips touch mine. ------------------------------------------------------------------ Mia's life in the past 21 years has been up and down, she is finally ready to break out of her habits and start being her old self. That means leaving everything behind, her family, her life and starting again. However she could never predict what was going to happen next, an arrogant wealthy man, a child and a life she was never expecting. When Mia set off she was looking something, little did she know her life was about to become complicated what happens when her past catches up with her?

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"𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴... 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴.... 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨, 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘭𝘺... 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨... 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴, 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘭𝘺.. 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨.." ____________ when it comes to entering a new phase in your life, you would expect a new job, new partner-in-crime, new friends - but a realm where killers hunt you down for sport? totally... different. along the way, you meet good friends; people who know what to do or how the realm works. slowly, you begin to develop feelings for someone. someone that is unlikely for you to even be in love with, someone that is on the opposite side of the team. and when you slowly begin to realize these feelings for this certain person, it makes you want to do whatever it takes so that you won't be able to lose something from this experience for once. your goal was to follow the tempting and alluring melodies that came from his voice and his actions, and to not stop by it. but, what will you lose if you have lost yourself from the darkness that appeared with you in the beginning anyways? #1 on #thetrickster ♪ status: complete

His Dark Mercy by Amethyst_Moonn

WARNING‼️This book contains abstruse topics such as Dark Love, Abuse, Violence etc if you are not comfortable with the above please feel free to swipe past this book. "Please take me home" I no longer felt like going to work I didn't want my patient to see me devastated and terrified. After a few minutes we reached my apartment as I was about to get out he locked the doors I shivered feeling him turn towards me by now my eyes were glossy. I slowly turned to look at him the smell of blood was painted on him the tears rolled down my cheeks his thick thumb wiped them away my body was shaking I was terrified of this man when his skin made contact with mine my body tingled with a foreign emotion, I looked up at his eyes letting him touch me afraid he would kill me if I moved. "Goodnight my Queen" I shivered at the title he had given me, I was scared to the bone and I was not about to argue with him while he had a taste for blood the look in his eyes told me he still wanted more when he entered the car earlier on. He tenderly kissed my forehead lingering as my heart exploded I waited patiently and shut my eyes praying for him to remove his lips from my skin so I could go home. He finally did and when he unlocked the car doors I jumped out and hurried to my apartment not looking back at the devil in the car. I finally reached my apartment panting and shut the door sliding down my door crying hysterically, I could still feel his cold lips on me. What did I just witness tonight. What did I get myself into. I was scared of the future because I knew surely he would be back to check on his Queen. Highest Rankings #1 in Dark Romance. #1 in Possessive. #1 in Crazy. #1 in Dark Love. #1 in Psycho. © 2016 MCU, All rights reserved.

🌟✨ The Light Of My Life 💙❤️ (Valt X Shu) [Completed ✅] by Sunflower_Lily_175

It's funny how we fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time... ✯✧★ｏ☆♡☆ｏ★✧✯♡✯✧★ｏ☆♡☆ｏ★✧✯ "I never understood why someone like you came into my life. Why you loved me, But finally I understood it when at last you came back or why you could not stay to remind me forever that you still loved me and that you could not stay away - A twist of Fate. You are the light of my life.... The singular resonating voice that pierces the darkness when no one else can get through to me. You are my guiding light, my pillar of strength, my protector from the enemy that in myself." - Valt ★ ✯✧★ｏ☆♡☆ｏ★✧✯♡✯✧★ｏ☆♡☆ｏ★✧✯ "You light up my life in my darkest hour, your love gives me the strength to overcome life's challenges. Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason." - Shu ♡ ✯✧★ｏ☆♡☆ｏ★✧✯♡✯✧★ｏ☆★ ★♡ Your LOVE is EVERYTHING to MY HEART ❤️ YOU Light up My World ✨ "YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE!" - 💙 Valt & Shu ❤️ ~★~~★~~★~~★~~★~~★~~★~~★~~★~~★~ So Hey Guys✨🌻 TD 🌼 ❤️ is back :D I've planned to do a whole story inspired by my once created One Shot- Welcome To My Life / The Light Of My Life So I hope ya'll enjoy it 😄 (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧★♡✧ Hit #1 in #Shalt on 16/07/22 Stayed #1 in #Shalt from 16/07 - 16/08

Runaway Bride by EricaAB99

I ... I didn't even knew I was going to marry him till yesterday. I have no way to go now. I can't be stuck in loveless marriage, I can never marry a person who doesn't love me. I don't love him either. There is no point of this arrangement. How even he managed to get me here all dressed up anyways? My legs stuck to the ground as I was in front of him, He is a Ruthless man, he never ever can be kind. He barely speaks, No one speaks good about him. How can I marry a person as Him? I noticed he had a glance at me as my father was about to pass him my hand. What am I doing? Am I ready to let this happen to me? My feet moved back, I saw sudden change in his eyes. I had a glance at my Dad and Mom. My Elder brother Isaac who was standing there beside my Mom. My eyes went to Riccardo as he called my name, "Cherish ..." I got shivers. I took a few steps back, at this point everyone was looking at me. Riccardo looks me with some kind of betrayed feeling. Now or never..... THIS STORY CONTAINS VIOLET, ABUSIVE SCENES AND LANGUAGE.... PLEASE IGNORE IF YOU CAN NOT HANDLE IT All copyrights are reserved

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IM JUST THE BILLIONAIREs WIFE

If it wasn't hurt it wasn't love, loving means hurting but a true love can bring all of the pieces. Love means a lot it can change us but it can also break us. Do people can stay together without love what if you will force to be with someone who you doesn't well know. The worst part is you learn to realize that your not only force into a loveless marriage but you also need to deal with the emotionless man not to mention that his eyes, his face all about him declares and show power and coldness. How long can you able to stand and remain firm when the man you need to face every day looks so intimidating, a jaw dropping man who don't give any justice in every word you can possibly describe him. This is the story of a woman who lives her life to the fullest she's enjoying her life even though everything seems too difficult for her to survive and be alive. She always believe that she needs to be strong to be able to survive. But then unexpected things happen that test her so much. How long can she remain strong and face everything. What if she is going to marry a womanizer billionaire that trap her into a loveless marriage. How can she remain strong when the billionaire broke her and got her a night that change her life. What if the woman he once loved in the past returns, and her past hunts her a nightmare she hope did not happen along time ago. How can she remain strong along the way, is she going to run away or she will stay and tamed the man who dragged her into a new sophisticated life. This story will show us the ups and down of life in a darkest shade of life there is always a hidden light that embrace the soul. And how love can be able to change the person itself how far love conquer all.