The man in hiding

Id fallen in love before and he turned for the worst. He changed me forever now I'm lost I'm numb I'm in my own world my own thought, most importantly im hiding from it all. My brother helps me he brings out who i used to be the me i wish had never been torn apart.
Am I finally going crazy or is someone really following me? Living in a big house by myself at 19 isn't necessarily a good thing. I hold my secrets from everyone and they hold secrets from me.
Will they be revealed ? Will all wounds be healed? Will i be safe in my own skin?

Hes closer than i think...