Hawks has never felt love. not a day in his life. not from his parents, not from the hero public safety commission who raised him to be a hero, not from himself. sure, he felt liked, he had fans, a couple of friends, but loved? he had no idea what that was like. his life was run by panic attacks and periods where he could barely leave bed to go to work. his mental health was in the gutter, he was permanently burnt out. he begins to wonder why he was still trying to be a hero. until a rabbit hero, a struggling boy, a teacher, and a villain remind him. (Not very lore accurate I'm fully doing whatever I want with these characters) (All parts are subject to editing) (TW FOR: abuse, domestic abuse, self harm, suicide, alcohol abuse, talk of addictions)