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A BLACK WOMAN'S DIARY

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She's lost, miserable, suicidal, and suffers from long-term depression. She wonders if it will ever change for her. Kalessie has been feeling this way most of her life, trying to find a purpose in this world. She feels as if nothing matters. But, she's not the only who feels this way. Getting to know Kalessie's deepest thoughts, also will bring in knowing about the lives of those around her.  Her life could take a turn into something she never thought would be. But, the question is...will she let it? OR, will she let her depression continue taking over her life; causing her to miss out on opportunities of a life time? 

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"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reserved

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Bulletproof

When you're broken, lost and got nothing left to lose... you become bulletproof. Trying to fix your life back together after having it shaken upside down isn't easy. Getting used to normal when you feel like an outcast in your own skin, isn't easy. Struggling to find your true place, isn't either. Nothing in Kimberly's life would ever be the same, but she got comebacks, attitude and her friends to help. A year in Kimmy's life.