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The Insomniac's Journal (mha fanfic)

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Reads 8,974
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Parts 44
Time 16h 53m

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Aizawa is a somewhat of a conundrum to quite a few people. But nothing is really complicated if you look from the right perspective. With that being said, even Shota doesn't know what perspective is the right one. But he still keeps a journal with his own perspective in mind. Could it be that it has the said answers to how to figure him out? The days are growing colder and Shota begins to think back to what this year has brought and how the snow covers it all so well. He tries to figure himself out along side the world but has trouble looking too far back without suffering to the memories that lie deep below the rough surface of his skin. So can anyone really understand this man or will he be continuously labeled as an unsolvable puzzle?All Rights Reserved

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You Belong To Me by PR3SENTATI0N_M1CHAEL

Hizashi Yamada has been friends with Shouta Aizawa for ages. There hadn't been problems until recently; Shouta has been increasingly obsessive and takes extreme measures to ensure that Hizashi will always be his. Even if it means locking him away from everyone so nobody else could take him. Hizashi is terrified in the beginning, yet finds himself oddly comforted and fascinated by how far Shouta would go to keep him safe, even if it hurt. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● "You can't keep me here forever." "If it means I can have you all to myself then YES I DAMN WELL WILL." Hizashi flinched harder, tears flooding out. He could never tolerate being yelled at. Especially not by Shouta. What did I do to deserve this, huh? Why didn't I listen to Nemuri... She was right. Now I'm gonna die down here. Shouta froze, realizing what he did and wiped Hizashi's tears as gently as he could almost immediately after he started bawling. "Don't cry, Zashi... I'm sorry I yelled. Okay? I just need you to understand that this is so you can be safe. So nothing can hurt you, and you can always be in a place where you know that you're loved." Is this... No... It couldn't be, is it? ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● This story is vaguely inspired by Tag, You're It (Melanie Martinez) and Happier Than Ever (Billie Eilish) :) TW: Abusive relationships, Addiction, (Drugs, alcohol) Strong language. None of the art shown is mine!

I'm Fucking Fine, Okay? - EraserMic - by ell397

Aizawa is far from fine, but who's gunna tell him? ⚠️TW⚠️ SH, Suicide, Unkind thoughts, you know the drill

Sweet Like Candy || {EraserMic} by wutsthemeaningofthis

⚠️COVER ART ISN'T MINE⚠️ The cover of this story isn't mine. Btw this story is Young EraserMic ______________________________________________________ This story is old (the second story I've made) and cringe read at your own risk _________________________________ Shota, who has been through a lot, has been in love with his best friend for a long time. Hizashi only is just now getting these feelings. Things move fast for the two.

Mute by PR3SENTATI0N_M1CHAEL

Shouta Aizawa takes notice to how his best friend, Hizashi Yamada, seems to be struggling with his past recently. Shortly after he finds out and attempts to grow closer to him like they had been in the past, Hizashi mysteriously disappears without a trace. If Shouta can even find him again, will he be the same? ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● He didn't seem to notice as he entered the room completely, still shaking and shivering. It looked like he was crying, but he wasn't making any noise. Shouta noticed a burnt smell, concealing a cough. It was enough of a sound to make Hizashi notice him, pure terror in his eyes as he used his arms to shield his face and neck. "Zashi, it's me, it's alright." It was obvious that he didn't recognise him in the slightest. Hizashi was completely frozen as Shouta came closer to him, hoping for some sort of realisation. Still nothing. He looked over his friend, scanning for injuries. He had scrapes and bruises, but nothing too bad. At least, that's what he thought until Hizashi bolted past him to get to the door. His uncoordinated legs fell out from under him and he crashed back to the ground. Shouta put a hand to his shoulder in an attempt to calm him down, but he clawed desperately and flipped over, thrashing around to get Shouta off of him. Shouta held on. He looked into Hizashi's eyes, then down his neck. It was the source of the burning smell, and looking at it made him sick. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● TW: Alcohol, violence, blood, language None of the art shown is mine!

My Atlantis. (EraserMic x Reader.) by The_Queen_Boo

(Shota Aizawa x Mermaid! Reader x Hizashi Yamada) Poly! -BOOK THREE of the Lush Life series! • One second, two seconds and the world had gone silent. Dark irises of the richest andesite meet mine, half-lidded gaze suddenly widening to silently showcase his own surprise. His hand is rough to the touch, just as I had presumed--calloused palm grazing over my skin so agonizingly slow. The feeling is coarse and his voice meets my ears in the same grainy manner, volume dropping to barely above a whisper when those sable brows furrow into a more annoyed expression. "Caught you." The man bites out, water trickling down his soaked figure and filling my senses with that lovely petrichor. 'Oh, fuck..' • • She had been perfectly fine within her solitude. Basking in the depths of the watery domain and completely unseen by human eyes, (Y/n) nurtures the creatures of the forest with lush foliage--her only ambience being the splashes of her movement and the gentle murmurs of creatures around her. Sadly, all peace doesn't last forever and that's evident when a grumpy man bursts through the thick greenery surrounding her pond. Crash landing and being stranded with his now injured gryphon--he seeks refuge beside the seemingly tranquil lake nestled amidst the dense forests. However, as strange occurrences begin to unfold around his campsite and his gryphon grows increasingly restless--his suspicions are drawn to their peak when things start going missing. Bound by circumstance and propelled by curiosity, the three are dragged into a journey of discovery when another lost soul goes out in search of his missing friend; A story where the bonds of understanding become a bridge between their separate worlds. • • • Bnha fantasy au~ "Fear of what one cannot understand." Warning: Mentions of gore and light swearing. Suspicious tension, FLUFF, and slow burn. It's not really plot heavy lmao- Please point out grammar errors, English isn't my first language. (NO ART IS

Vigilante, Not Villain (Undergoing editing-- Don't worry about it) by coolbeans1502

Izuku Midoriya's life has been anything but easy. His mother is abusive, his father is out of the picture, his childhood best friend bullies him every day, and his favorite hero told him that he couldn't be a hero without a quirk, leaving him in shambles. When Midoriya comes home to see his childhood home burned to the ground, he is presumed dead. What will the quirkless Midoriya do to survive this cruel world and seize the opportunity of a second chance? I don't own any of the art included in the story; all rights to their respective creators.

This Kid is a Vigilante!? by dinorocket5

Aizawa's day was perfectly normal, hating his coworkers and tired as hell. But it all went off the rails when he found himself as... a cat? or After an accident that makes Aizawa become a cat, the hero stumbles upon a certin green-haired middle schooler who isn't all that he seems to be. TW: cursing, bullying, suicide baiting, and violence Started: 3/31/23 #3 IN VIGILANTEIZUKU 4/12/23 #3 IN QUIRKLESSDEKU 4/15/23 #1 IN AIZAWASHOUTA 4/27/23 #1 IN QUIRKLESSIZUKU 5/11/23 #1 IN VIGILANTEDEKU 6/10/23 A/N: This will be a semi-short story with shorter chapters than that of "Lonely Rabbit". This was an idea that came to me after rereading several fics about Aizawa/Izuku being cats and ofc vigilante Izuku so we combining them. Cover art belongs to me I do not own mha or the characters, rights belong to Horikoshi

The Family We Choose by Lexi10Conway

Growing up all his life bullied and looked down on, Izuku decides it's time to leave everything behind. What he doesn't plan for, however, is pro hero Hawks finding him and giving him a chance for all his dreams to come true. The question is, can he survive the hero course, a rat hell-bent on causing mayhem, and keeping a secret that could change the course of the world as they know it? **cross posted on ao3**

The Angel I Couldn't Kill by PR3SENTATI0N_M1CHAEL

Shouta Aizawa has always been a villain. it's all he's ever known, though it's taking a heavy toll on his mind, sending him down into deep, mental spirals. Hizashi Yamada has been hunting the notorious hero killer, tracking him down and searching for anything he can grasp, and he takes it upon himself to recruit Shouta himself as his fellow partner, unknowing of his true self. Shouta felt an instant connection with Hizashi, but if he ever foumd out who he truly was, it would tear both of their worlds apart. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● "In all honesty, you're the only person I've found myself to care about. I know it sounds bad but I don't want anyone to be my friend, or care about me, or even to have someone of my own to give a shit about. Hell, I don't even care about myself anymore." He paused, shifting positions slightly. "I have no idea why, but you really are my whole world, Zashi. I just met you, so I don't get it. I don't know why I care about you so damn much." Hizashi cupped Shouta's face in his hands, comforting him while he spoke. "Is that what love is?" He asked, inching closer to Hizashi and putting his own arm around him and hugging him tightly. "Sounds like it to me." Hizashi whispered, hugging him back. *If you really loved him, would you be lying to him about who you are? Even though you know what'll happen if you're found out? He wouldn't love you. You'll only hurt him.* ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● This story is loosely based on the song Oh Ana by Mother Mother! TW: Blood/Gore, Death, Self-Harm, Mental Illness, Drinking, Strong Language Any art shown in this story doesn't belong to me!

Sons of Eraserhead | Dadzawa [BOOK 1] by FirefliesNightcore

Shota Aizawa never planned on having a family. He wasn't a people-person, so living in a house with multiple other humans was never his idea of a 'home'. That was until he stumbled upon a bundle of purple hair in a grimy ally, late on the Saturday night that would change the course of his life forever - not that he was complaining. But what will happen when his family is threatened by an unknown force? And what will he do when a student of his is left in need of a place to call home - a student who also happens to have a massive target on their back? This story may contain some triggering content. WARNINGS: - abandonment - children's home/orphanage - fire - death - car accident - language - kidnapping - mentions of bullying - panic attacks - wounds/blood - severing of limb *I DO NOT OWN MY HERO ACADEMIA*

The ghost of his past by Dusi35

Hitoshi Shinso was a regular, sleepy depressed orphan. He had no parents but he wasn't sad about it. He had finally got into the hero course, earlier than expected, all thanks to his mentor. Now he's got to get used to the 'normal 1a', being them forcing him to hangout, watching movies, playing games like Uno or Monopoly or even a Ouija board!... ahh yes the Ouija board... That's how Shinso's high school life took a turn for the worse, or better even. Finding out you can see your mentor's dead best friend is trying to reach for the living again, or even to be seen by the rest of the living, and knowing that there is a way can be surprising for most. Shinso is a responsible man, enough to know he should tell someone, but this could be the special 'thank you' he owes. But would he slowly distance himself from the people who truly care? Would his mentor realise the the affection he has for the boy? And would this 'thank you' be too much? ⚠️ Erasermic family Ghosts Swearing

How do you get a boyfriend? by OfficialUnknown_User

Yamada Hizashi is the most handsome man on the planet, or so he believes. So, how is such a charming man so lonely at the ripe age of 30? This is quirkless AU where there's no quirks, and Yamada is a new teacher to U.A high school. His one goal is to befriend the well-known Shouta Aizawa. He has heard from all of the staff about how cold and stoic Aizawa is, but Yamada doesn't believe one bit of it. So now he's going to make Aizawa his best friend. However, there's one problem, he finds Aizawa enticingly attractive. (All Art is Mine)

Overpowering Encounters by osakigitsune

After Ketsiubestu Academy and Yuuei have a joint practice together, Eraserhead and Ms. Joke catch up with each other. After talking and observing Ms. Joke, Eraserhead notices that her behavior seems off. Wondering what's wrong, he goes out of her way to check up on her to only find out she's been struggling with depression for years...

All I Have Is All You Gave To Me [Young!Aizawa x Reader] by eldri_sv

[Young!Aizawa x Reader] (Y/N) starts her first year at U.A. High School and quickly finds out that maybe her middle school friends aren't such great friends. Fortunately she's taken in by three of her classmates who are struggling with all the normal and not so normal high school stuff. -triggers: violence, sex, bullying, heavy bullying, alcohol abuse, character death, drugs, terrible friends, etc -female reader, written as a 1st-person narrator -lots of sadzawa -Shirakumo is shamelessly himself -cats, coffee and petty crime/minor delinquency -a good amount of fluff -grunge 90s music and aesthetics! -(Y/N)'s quirk is Illusion -we are all eternally in detention Updates: every Tuesday :)

Cat Kisses Are Better~ //ERASERMIC// by FluffyLawliet

((Completed)) ((🥇Hit 1st place in the easermic tag on April 14th, 2019🥇)) Aizawa decided it was time to move out of old apartment complex after the years of hearing his stupid neighbor Toshiori... Tishinori? Something like that, Aizawa didn't want to know his name after hearing several women screaming his name through the paper thin walls, Aizawa needed to get out of the place, now. He was sick of the moans he heard and the "aftermath", it always was a soap opera in his room, once he was done fucking another women would come in and yell at Whats-his-face, blah blah blah... Hizashi's old roommate, Nemuri Kayama (sorry if that was spelt wrong) left after the several years they dated, she ran off with some dude, leaving Hizashi in the dumps. He couldn't take the loneliness no more so he posted fliers saying he needed a roommate. *TIRED OF LIVING ALONE IN QUIET? GOOD!! I'VE HAVE A SPARE BED AND BATH READY FOR LIVING!! Kyoto, Japan, 1768 Sakura Varns, Room Number 38, 2nd floor, Call Number Below for more information* printed on bright yellow paper and placed everywhere in Kyoto (they both live in Kyoto) Aizawa was out to grab his ordered take out when he saw, and really couldn't miss, bright yellow pamphlets or something and headed home

Insecurities [Shota Aizawa x Hizashi Yamada] by Pixelpad

(Erasermic fanfic for a contest by teckmonky on tumblr/Instagram.) Alternate Universe- no quirks. (You could probably read this and understand some of it without knowing BNHA.) Shota Aizawa is stressed as hell, being a writer and part-time assistant teacher. Sometimes he just wants to be left alone with his cat and either lie down with a good book or sleep. Hizashi Yamada is also stressed as hell, but he's a confident, loud artist that never fails to disappoint his fans, nor annoy Shota. -•- No spoilers included, but there's references to the quirk world.

𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐙𝐀𝐖𝐀 by eldri_sv

It was just a normal day. Routine. As usual. A simple burglary, Shouta got hit with a Quirk, but it didn't seem to have much of an effect on him. What he didn't realize was that the effects of the Quirk would only develop over the following weeks and that they would slowly turn him into a cat. Now he needs the help of his former student Y/N to find said villain and get him back to normal - hopefully.

Meraki (Aizawa and Eri x Girl! Reader Fanfic) by eyitsroseau

COMPLETED Virtual. An underground pro-hero with a quirk similar to that of telepathy but can transmit a whole scenario into someone's mind. Through the years, she's only been called when she needs to rescue people that suffers from trauma after an attack/mission or if she needs to gain intel. Having more time to herself, she decided to become a daycare teacher during her copious amounts of free time. Suddenly, she is now a part of a secret mission to save a child seeing as she's a daycare teacher during the day and an underground hero at night. She didn't realize it yet that the child she helped save becomes one of the biggest part of her life. When she arrived at the meeting place however, she just can't seem to ignore the presence of a certain dark haired man who looks like in need of a much needed sleep. Ps. The story follows through with the main plotline however there are parts that I altered for the benefit of the stroy. #1 in AizawaShouta as of September 22, 2021 #1 in Shota as of March 21, 2022 #1 in AizawaShota as of March 21, 2022 I don't own BNHA. Happy reading~ 😁

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Hizashi Yamada has been friends with Shouta Aizawa for ages. There hadn't been problems until recently; Shouta has been increasingly obsessive and takes extreme measures to ensure that Hizashi will always be his. Even if it means locking him away from everyone so nobody else could take him. Hizashi is terrified in the beginning, yet finds himself oddly comforted and fascinated by how far Shouta would go to keep him safe, even if it hurt. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● "You can't keep me here forever." "If it means I can have you all to myself then YES I DAMN WELL WILL." Hizashi flinched harder, tears flooding out. He could never tolerate being yelled at. Especially not by Shouta. What did I do to deserve this, huh? Why didn't I listen to Nemuri... She was right. Now I'm gonna die down here. Shouta froze, realizing what he did and wiped Hizashi's tears as gently as he could almost immediately after he started bawling. "Don't cry, Zashi... I'm sorry I yelled. Okay? I just need you to understand that this is so you can be safe. So nothing can hurt you, and you can always be in a place where you know that you're loved." Is this... No... It couldn't be, is it? ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● This story is vaguely inspired by Tag, You're It (Melanie Martinez) and Happier Than Ever (Billie Eilish) :) TW: Abusive relationships, Addiction, (Drugs, alcohol) Strong language. None of the art shown is mine!