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"The Human Mind Is Truly The Scariest Thing & Place Of Them All"
Hayanashi, A Young Mentally ill But Very Beautiful Teen Male Who Is Attention And Love starved, seems to fall into a pit of nothingness every time he tries, Due to his hard past Hayanashi struggles with standing up for himself causing him to get manipulated easily along with deciding what he wants which drives him into a deep corner along with madness on the way, Due to him suffering from an identity crisis, Hayanashi must find a way to escape his psychological trauma and seek help.


TW: mentions of ed, nudity, descriptiveness of rape and abuse, mentions of eating disorderAll Rights Reserved

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"Don't do that." I mumble. "Why not?" His husky voice cracks as he speaks softly into my ear. Blood rushes to various places in my body. "You're making me horny." I answer truthfully. He chuckles. "What a crime." He speaks quietly. I feel the tingles all over again. Meanwhile he continues to tease my body. I try to keep my breath even. I try to control myself. I basically have to go against every part of who I am to not jump him right now. Why? Why is it only with him that I get so panicky when we try to do anything sexual? • × × × • Oliver Sky is a beautiful yet ruthless heart breaker. Aron Santiago is his mysterious, handsome rival. Both of their lives change when they first meet. Suddenly the two hottest guys of the school are madly in love. The closer they get, the more past wounds start to open and what they reveal is a sad and dark history. Oliver and Aron set out to battle their past for a better future but along the way they get tangled up in lies, disloyalty and heartbreak. Is their relationship strong enough to survive? Trigger warning: This book contains topics regarding trauma, abuse and more.

Only to Feel This Fully [Completed] by ewwwdavid

Charlie Holloway has great friends, good grades, a steady part-time job he actually likes, and athletic ability that makes him a star in two sports, but recently it's all felt rather hollow. However, when childhood friend Theo Broussard comes back into his life, Charlie is shaken out of a years-long daze that has left him coasting through his teenage years. Theo just happening to be the star player for his school's biggest rival and his first crush only complicates matters further. When things get difficult, Charlie finds himself forced to choose between his current life following the path of least resistance or a harder but possibly more fulfilling one. "Only to feel this fully, this entire, the way snow touched bare skin & is suddenly, no longer snow" -Ocean Vuong, "Devotion" from Night Sky with Exit Wounds [Re-edited 4/18/20]

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'How have you changed this much?' 'Where is the boy I fell for all those time and still in love with?' 'What could have happen so wrong to take away your sunbeam smile' 'How come nothing around you matters anymore?' 'How have you become so silent and aloof?' All these thoughts went through the older man's mind when he saw his beloved after six years. How come the boy he loved all way through have become totally opposite of what he was then. Lets join the older man to figure out what could have gone so wrong. To see if he still stands a chance to make him his. Warning: This fiction contains some slightly dark scenes which might uncomfortable. Therefore, proceed with caution! All the pictures here do not belong to me. The source of these pictures are pinterest. The story is fictional. The characters used are borrowed from chinese entertainment industry. The story has nothing do with the real life of the characters. Impressive Rankings #44 recovery #34 suffering

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