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"The Human Mind Is Truly The Scariest Thing & Place Of Them All"
Hayanashi, A Young Mentally ill But Very Beautiful Teen Male Who Is Attention And Love starved, seems to fall into a pit of nothingness every time he tries, Due to his hard past Hayanashi struggles with standing up for himself causing him to get manipulated easily along with deciding what he wants which drives him into a deep corner along with madness on the way, Due to him suffering from an identity crisis, Hayanashi must find a way to escape his psychological trauma and seek help.


TW: mentions of ed, nudity, descriptiveness of rape and abuse, mentions of eating disorderAll Rights Reserved

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