Afraid to Die, Afraid to Live
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MatureOngoing8m
Last published Sat, Jun 20, 2015
Hi. My name is Ashton Winters. Most people call me Ash, but my best friend, Patty Walters, likes to call me Ashy.
Oh yeah, Patty is my best friend. We've been friends ever since I was 13 and he was 16.
I help him come up with ideas and stuff for his YouTube covers. I play the drums, but not in his videos of course.
He's my bud, and I love him. Not that way!
When he introduces me to his friend, weird feelings fill up inside of me. Do I like this guy that way?
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