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Pain Before Love (Soukoku)

Lisa_Doublewhite

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Parts 15
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Reads 71,802
Votes 1,392
Parts 15
Time 1h 14m

Lisa_Doublewhite

abuse bottomdazai bsd bungostraydogs dachuu soukoku

Smut warning⚠️Pleading for him to stop, the brunette outwardly cried, ready to fall unconscious at any time. 
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"Are you sure you're okay?" 

"I'm better than ever!"All Rights Reserved

abuse bottomdazai bsd bungostraydogs dachuu soukoku

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Parted Entanglement { ① } by heathereo

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

Parted Entanglement { ③ } by heathereo

''It... it wasn't you...'' That was the worst way possible to break the truth to him. On a job in Hiroshima, Chuuya was drunk. He had a one-night-stand with a guy at the hotel, whom he didn't know. He wanted to confess and apologize to Dazai, but he didn't have the courage to do that because he didn't want to lose everything that they had. But at the end, he failed to cover it up. And right when he thought things couldn't get any worse, they just kept worsening. ✨ 18 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Sex ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm ⚠️ Character death 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 5 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 8 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 72 in #nakaharachuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : rokkyun1 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

a soulmate that wasn't meant to be by ilovesoukokv

a soukoku story. chuuya is in love with dazai but dazai is not. loving someone without them loving you back is hard. The ginger ends up falling in the dark places of life while the bruenette tries to find out what he did wrong or what's wrong with him. TW: abuse, bullying, sh, drugs, suicide thoughts, alcohol, overdosing Cover credits: lardilious on tik tok

|"Maybe,I Will Give It A Shot.."| [𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙠𝙤𝙪] by chxuks

-I DON'T WANT YOU AROUND HIM CAN'T YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT?!?! "what ht hell is wrong with him..?" at sushi thought to himself "why... is he so angry for??" -HE'S MINE AND ONLY MINE!!! ‼️warning‼️ yaoi/BL shinsoukou obvi. smut fluff angst ED⚠️ DISTURBING THOUGHTS. enjoy loves

Baby executive by BlowingYourMind

Dazai's normally boring morning was shattered when a small pair of arms wrapped themselves around his knees and big azure eyes blinked up at him partnered with a stupidly happy grin. Or Chuuya is hit with an ability that reverses his age. (STORMBRINGER SPOILERS)

Parted Entanglement { ⑤ } by heathereo

''Haku, where are Dazai and Haruka ?'' ''I don't kno--'' A loud bang echoed throughout the empty place. Shoes scraped the ground as Chuuya backed away unnaturally. Tears rolled down Haku's cheeks, who covered his mouth with both palms. Both of them with their eyes wide open. Dazai was in a deep coma. The doctor said that he'd never wake up, but everyone held hopes that he would, that the doctor's wrong. ''Please wake up... please... please...'' That's what hope is, it saves people from misery, yet brings them pain as time goes by. ✨ 22 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ✨ Kids ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 7 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 10 in #kunikida 🗞️ No. 19 in #kunikidadoppo 🗞️ No. 28 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 30 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 31 in #akutagawaryuunosuke 🗞️ No. 26 in #nakajimaatsushi 🗞️ No. 37 in #atsushi 🗞️ No. 38 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 61 in #shinsoukoku 🗞️ No. 65 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 85 in #soukoku 🎨 Cover Art Credit : *unknown* 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

BEAST BANDAGES by Plumbob101

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I swear | bsd | Soukoku ✔ by Causeofdeath-Soukoku

❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes

Knife to the Back by Mingle_yippy

"I could kill you right here, right now." Chuuya said softly, with his knife down he hovered over Dazai. The taller man stayed silent as his eyes roamed Chuuya's face. "I could slit your throat open and make you regret what you've done to me." Chuuya pushed the knife to his throat, a little more pressure and he saw blood. Red soon soaked through the bandages, a small cut, a glimpse of dark liquid. ◇♤◇ Dazai and Chuuya were a pair, strong, argumentative, and forced. Ever since they were Fifteen, they were a pair. Until Dazai left and changed everything. In his wake he left a trail of fire and confusion, and all Chuuya could do was burn. A rekindled relationship that could never last. ⚠️ Warning: Major Charter Death, Smut, Harsh Laungue Notice!!! No Charters belong to me, All belong to Kafka Asagiri and Harukawa Sango!!! Coverage belongs to Kusaobnst on Twitter! Any other art will be credited accordingly.

Finding Paradise (Soukoku) by Lisa_Doublewhite

"Dazai, I want him recruited immediately. Understood?" The brunette could only nod reluctantly.

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Parted Entanglement { ⑤ } cover

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I swear | bsd | Soukoku ✔ cover

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Finding Paradise (Soukoku) cover

Parted Entanglement { ① }

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : unknown