Im Sorry

"Jamie I'm sorry you can't run out like this!!"

I'm screaming at him to come back as he walks to his car pissed off.

"no, I'm done with your shit Ethan. get your life together and we can talk"

I fall on the cold, hard concrete, hold my legs in a fetal position, and sob into my knees.

"PLEASE!! just don't leave again" I continue screaming at him desperate for him to come back.

"I love you, Jamie"

he looks back with an indescribable look on his face

"What did you just say?" but the way he says it is scarier than happy.

"I love you..." I repeat

"no, you don't then...goodbye."

I run up to my bedroom and grab my phone calling sia my sister

the phone rings 5 times and I lose hope of her answering.

"Hello?" she says in a confused voice

"Sia come home"

"Ethan? what's wrong are you ok?"

"no."
TW: there will be the talk of self hard, drugs, sexual assault, abuse, and some sexual content.