Love's Regret

I don't know what brought these feelings on, or even how to properly handle them.... All I know is I think I'm in love. You're probably saying, "Who doesn't know if they're in love or not?" Well, the answer is simple too, that is, love is spontaneous, and it can always cause doubt. For me to be able to explain it properly I'd have to start at the beginning, back too when I first met him, my first true love. I never understood what real love felt like, I've had boyfriends, but they never cared for me or treated me the loving way this man had. I'll never forget our first encounter, it led me down this new experience and I wouldn't give it up for anything, it was a love filled with romance, sadness, and it even contained anger. It was a Love filled with many thorns, but it was my most enjoyable love.