The Only One

Somewhere between then and now,
I went from "Dad, stop telling me what to do"
To "Dad... please tell me what to do"

Somewhere between then and now,
I went from "Dad, I don't need you."
To "Dad, I need you badly."

Somewhere between then and now,
I went from "Dad you always let me down."
To "Dad I'm sorry I let you down."

Somewhere between life and infection,
I went from a girl to a woman,
A bystander to a survivor,
An innocent to a murderer,
And like hell will I apologise.

All you fuckers will die.