Written By The Spotlight•THE19 SERRIES #5| naja_

I, Skiefer Lhinxy Dior, was a transferry to a university where I met Justin De Dios. He made me feel home and love. I always rant to him about my family. Well, my parents are divorce kaya nararamdaman kong iniwan at kinalimutan na nila ako pareho. My dad had a family, and my mother was working abroad where she helped me to study in a private school, but half of it was from my dad.

He made me feel confident to write a story, with the help of his-our friends too. Suddenly, my mother called me and she wanted me to fly to be with her. Kaya umalis ako ng walang paalam kay Jah. Ilang taon ako nagtatrabaho at kasabay noon ay ang pag-aaral. I've tried to write again, without any expectation. 'Di ko alam kung saan ako tutungo o magsisimula, but someone important just popped up in my mind, he inspired me to write him in my male characters.

After a year I flew back to the Philippines. I'm an author now, a successful one. Every year I have book signing in a different country. I have twenty six taglish books that are published and fourteen english published books. An agency reached me out, they asked me if I wanted to have an adaptation for my new book published, I said yes. I told them that I wanted to get the one and only him, kung 'di siya ay huwag na lang. Alam kong he's a successful idol now, pangarap niya 'yon. Then they reached out to me again, they said that he agreed to be the male lead. I cried, 'di ko alam kung ba't 'yon ang emotion na lumabas sa sarili ko. We worked on the book.

Slow and slowly we create the scene. Alam kong dahan-dahan niya rin akong kinukuha muli para masagot ko lahat ng tanong sa isipan niya, then it hit me. I'm not sure how I faced his question. I still have feelings toward him, but I'm scared. What if after I left he dated someone, my thoughts were full of overthinks again, I'm drowning again. How could I stop these over-thinks when he's the right answer to my question, and I'm his question in his answer?

√SERRIES #5