Ripped Away

My name is Emelia June Corpuz, I was born on June 23rd in 2000 and I just turned 16 as of today. I have two older brothers and a baby brother, kuya Mike Agustus Corpuz, Kuya Franco Janus Corpus and Richie Valentine. Me and brothers were all born due to the love shared by my loving parents Feliz Corpuz nee Juan and Anthony April Corpuz. My parents love me, my brothers love me, my cousins, aunts and uncles love, my friends love, most of my neighbours love and even some of my teachers love, so I don't understand how they had the heart to ripped me away from those people who love me. How could they take everything away from like they deserve it, like it was their right! How could they still eat and sleep knowing those people who love can barely?! How is it fair that they could live and I can't?! I haven't lived my life to the fullest yet, I haven't fallen in love yet, I never get to hold someone's hands yet, I haven't graduated yet. I haven't lived my dreams yet, I never get to marry and have kids, I never got the chance to dance with my father in my debut and wedding, I haven't been a mother yet, I barely lived! I'm not a perfect daughter to my parents nor the perfect sister to my brothers but I don't deserve this, I don't deserve to be taken advantaged, to be held against my will, to be bound and gagged, to be stabbed over and over again, to bleed away and put in a five feet hole in the ground, but above all I don't deserve to never be serve any justice.