Myself? Nahh...
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Last published Sat, Jan 28, 2023
I never thought of considering myself, I always prioritize others because of the thought they might appreciate me, and notice my existence...
I always do what makes them happy, rather than making myself happy.
I'm so naive when it comes to decision-making, that's why I didn't bother entertaining my own happiness. All I do is making those things that makes my family proud of me...
When will I realize? When will I manage to consider my own happiness before considering the needs of others?
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