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I Can't

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Reads 29,252
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Parts 9
Time 57m

anorexia bulimia dnf dsmp eatingdisorder fanfiction texttospeech

TW! Eating disorders, self harm, rape, panic attack, alcohol, suicidal thoughts/attempt

While streaming one day, some people in the chat comment on George's weight. He laughs it off in the moment but starts to watch what he eats and work out more. Eventually he eats less and less and tries to convince himself and others he's just not hungry or he's on a diet. But it all goes downhill from there.

Disclaimer! This is just a fanfiction! It's not real and I am in no way trying to insult any of the dsmp members. :)

For anyone struggling right now, I promise it gets better. A glow stick has to break before it glows. (cringey I know but it's true) Love you all! <3All Rights Reserved

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I've Got It Under Control by myrealnameisasecret

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~

Decadent by DystopianMilieu

My hand slaps against my mouth as I try to shut myself up. Don't make too much noise...or he'll hear you. A vehicle's door opens then slams shut. I don't hear footsteps...but as the minutes go by I begin to hear them; the footsteps get louder and louder and louder, matching the sound of my thundering heart. That's when I see his shadow cast over the ditch...over the place where I tried to hide. "Well," he says with a smile in his voice. "I wonder where he could've gone...the footprints stop here...so I wonder if he just...disappeared?" My body begins to tremble. I can feel it now. The pain. I can feel the pain already. He jumps down into the ditch...he stands directly in front of me, with his back facing me. My hand presses harder against my mouth as I try to suppress my whimper, but it's way too late now. But his body tenses up when he hears it. He laughs bitterly as he turns around slowly, and his eyes cut through my camouflage easily. "There you are."

Ghosting / DNF by axofloop

Just before Dream and George were about to get married, something unexpected happened: George died and is now a ghost, unable to be seen by a single soul. This is horrible. It still can get worse though, especially if you see the love of your life slowly moving on, falling in love with someone else, right in front of your eyes. ↘️Just an info, nothing big:↙️ Written out of fun and for entertainment. If you feel like there should be a trigger warning somewhere, just tell me. I'll try to avoid triggers though, don't worry. I do not ship them as real life persons, don't worry. If they are uncomfortable with anything in my story, I will take it down/rewrite it. Info about sharing and Co. : Feel free to ask questions. I'm totally fine if you share edits/... of my work on any socials like TikTok, Instagram and Co.! Same is for fanart and other, but I doubt that somebody would make stuff like that anyways. ⚠️ Don't publish this story on ANY other fanfiction sites/other sites though. // DNF - Fanfiction 3.28k reads 10th July 5.1k reads 29th September 7.3k reads 7th October (thank you <33) #3 dreamxgeorge #19 georgexdream #17 shipping #6 dnf #1 dreamnotfound #1 ghost #14 ghosting #5 angst #46 dreamwastaken #33 georgenotfound #107 angst #239 sad #3 dream #2 george #468 mcyt #389 mxm #5 gay WHY WAS I ON #1 FANFICTION?? :)!

Exᴘɪʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ Dᴀᴛᴇ {DNF} by TheDNFCow

Dream seems to be happy on stream but behind the screen hes in the deepest depths of the ocean. Struggling with ADHD, depression, anxiety and many other things cause by those, could all end soon in his mind. George is Dreams' online bestfriend of 7 years now. He dosent know Dreams' home life nor his mental issues. He's getting worried when dream starts sleeping more and more, while also dealing with a toxic and abuseive relationship with a man he doesn't truly love. What will happen when Dream chooses his expiration date and decides to not go back from his idea? Will George be able to find him and stop him before he will never be able to hear his voice again? -------- The blonde neared the end of the roof, looking down at the city below him, waiting for the perfect time to jump. He pulls out his phone in the pouring rain, not caring about if it slips from his hands or if it breaks before he can say goodbye to the brit. He begins calling George one last time, sitting on the edge of the building, his feet hanging down as tears mix with rain. The call declines so he stands back up and closes his eyes. "Dream! Get down from there!" the brunette yells through the sounds of the pouring rain, dragging him away from the edge and into the middle of the roof in a big hug. "George... Why didn't you just let me jump? Why are you even in Florida?" "Because Dream... I love you.." ------ Started: October 6, 2022 Finished:

It was under control by myrealnameisasecret

Jules Hart returns to the psychiatric ward, her life has fallen apart once again. She had it under control. Or was it all just her imagination? She encounters trials and tribulations with her eating disorder recovery, being forced into situations like no other; ending in painful repercussions and unhealthy coping mechanisms. After deciding she no longer wants help, Jules escapes the psychiatric ward; resulting in her attempting to take her own life. The consequence of her actions, broke Tom's heart in the process, all the while he held her sick body. Her life has led her down the path of having to recover from not only the torturous eating disorder, but the addictive self harm and torment of the suicidal ideation. Let's just hope Jules gets her happy ending... ~ "GET OFF ME! GET THE HELL OFF ME! I DON'T LIKE BEING TOUCHED! GET THE FUCK OFF ME. TOM PLEASE HELP ME. TOM! PLEASE GET THEM OFF ME. I'M SO SCARED!" Jules's fragile body was making a forceful connection with the cold and unsympathetic ground. Her bloodline exiting and tainting her body and all of the surroundings. Her painful and emotional screams echoed the white corridor, while Jules's body shook and shivered, and dizzy spells with blurry covered eyes; forced her body and mind to experience a feeling of disconnection. The fit of fear that swirled in the pit of Jules's stomach made her head jolt violently side to side, along with front and back; causing her forehead to strike the floor. ~TW: Eating disorder, suicide and self harm mentioned throughout~

When Glass Skies were Beautiful (DNF) by citra_iris

George Henry Davidson is a young, 16-year-old patient at a psychological hospital in Orlando, Florida, USA. He was transported there from London because his parents did not want to draw attention to his condition, and preferred to keep it quiet and disguise it as a "vacation" to America. Struggling with depression and other diagnoses, George's mental stability is nearly worse than it was before. And then the boy with the caramel-colored hair came into his life. __________________________________ TW: depression, anxiety, mentions of panic attacks, hallucinations, mentions and descriptions of self-harm, psychotic attacks, mentions and descriptions of smoking, mentions of blood, violence, etc. __________________________________ Also for legal reasons this started out as a joke and then I got addicted to writing it at 2:00 AM, so this has nothing to do with the creators (mostly) and is purely for fun. Inspired from when Dream called George "the light that lights up the room" on Twitter once. Yes I dedicated an entire story to it, stfu- Also, I really tried to portray the struggle of mental health. I tried my best to show it accurately, but if you don't think it's in any way correct, please message me with suggestions (please be polite). Also, please let me know if I'm accidentally crossing any boundaries of any kind (I'm not aware of all of them). So yeah have fun reading :)

tea - dreamnotfound by gothxclaudia

george is not only plagued by his eating disorder, but also by his small crush on his best friend that only seems to grow as the days go by. ~~~ tw; eating disorders, self-harm/general violence, swearing, no smut but a lil more than just fluff/implications please don't read this story for tips or motivation or if you fear you might be triggered by it. i'm not trying to glorify eating disorders. also keep in mind that i won't be putting trigger warnings before the chapters. english isn't my first language ♡ if the boys ever state that they're uncomfortable with being shipped, i will take this story down word count: 23288

Two-steps away // based on dnf by relvand

Hello, the reason I wanted to write this well my first idea was dnf, and I always have loved that, like the way it works. I love the lgbtq community too, but I didn't want to make it exactly dnf, I wanted to do it differently, so I took my own ideas and did my thoughts from what my life is like. The "TW" will be at every chapter, so feel free to skip past if you want. Also I love describing peoples eyes so you'll see that a lot <333 thank you!! George and Dream, I will take this down immediately if they are uncomfortable. Also the warnings are ⚠️ -implied smut -Rape -Angst -Death -self harm -alcohol -yelling, screaming, shouting ⚠️ If you do not like these then do not read. Also I stop between half way the names will change a lot there's also bad grammar but the next story will be so much better, this is my first ever story so..yeah. Enjoy!

Tired ~dnf by ogwilbursootsimp

After Clay and George meet up in Orlando Clay starts acting different, but can George notice before it's to late? Does George know what to do? Is George fine or is he just good at pretending like it? This story was inspired by the song Tired by beabadoobee :) *This story does/will contain swearing* Should be sfw for most if not all of the story Tags: #4 in ed 4/4/21 #22 in crying 3/9/21 #34 in writing 3/17/21 #40 in mlm 2/13/21 #86 in eating disorders 1/29/21 Reads: 1K: 2/13/21 2K: 2/26/21 3K: 3/7/21 5k: 3/17/21 6k: 3/23/21 7k: 3/29/21 8k: 4/4/21 9k: 4/10/21 (republished 5/11/21) 10k: 5/11/21 11k: ? 12k: ? 13-19K: 5/31/21 IN ONE DAY 19-27K: 6/1/21 ONE DAY AGAIN WTF 28-4K: ? 35K: 6/5/21 39K: 6/8/21 45K: 6/14/21 48K: 6/20/21 50K: 6/25/21!!! TYSM 70K: 9/2/21 OMG WHAT

marionette | DreamNotFound by unprettypeople

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Tired ~dnf cover

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I've Got It Under Control

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~