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I Can't

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Reads 31,486
Votes 465
Parts 9
Time 57m

anorexia bulimia dnf dsmp eatingdisorder fanfiction texttospeech

TW! Eating disorders, self harm, rape, panic attack, alcohol, suicidal thoughts/attempt

While streaming one day, some people in the chat comment on George's weight. He laughs it off in the moment but starts to watch what he eats and work out more. Eventually he eats less and less and tries to convince himself and others he's just not hungry or he's on a diet. But it all goes downhill from there.

Disclaimer! This is just a fanfiction! It's not real and I am in no way trying to insult any of the dsmp members. :)

For anyone struggling right now, I promise it gets better. A glow stick has to break before it glows. (cringey I know but it's true) Love you all! <3All Rights Reserved

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$reconnect \\ dnf by wohsammi$

After George is hit with a tragedy he completely isolates himself from the people closest to him. A few years later, he runs into 2 old friends who will help him through mourning and bring him back to his happy old self... if they can. tw: suicide, self harm 4/12/22 - #1 dreamnotfound 4/23/22 - #1 george 10/23/22 - #1 dream 6/10/22- 10k !! 12/25/22- 20k !! 11/11/23- 30k!!! 8/15/25- 40k!! THANK U GUYS SO MUCH ILYSM <33

Bastille | DNF by Jukebox_Disc

[DNF Prison!AU] "New roomie, how great." The man spoke with deep sarcasm, voice rough as if unused. "Haven't had one in a while." He stood up, easily towering over George. He was built, definitely very strong, but didn't look too bulky. His face was as serious as was his voice and posture. If this guy decided to rock his shit, George knew he was screwed. He greatly hesitated before asking, but then decided it's in his best interest to get to know his new cellmate. "W-why, what happened to the last one?" He tried his best to sound casual and absolutely not frightened to death, but his voice came out a little choked up. "Well, let's just say we had our disagreements." Oh. "Wait, they let you change cellmates?" "Why, you trynna run off already?" He felt his heart drop, even after realizing this was probably this guy's idea of a joke. George wasn't sure if he should laugh it off or remain quiet. "'Course they don't. What do you think this is, summer camp?" or DNF Prison!AU where George needs help chasing off what seems to be every horny bastard in the prison and he ends up accidentally roping his new cellmate into helping him.

The Twisted Mind by marvelousmayam

"I felt as if I didn't belong, And I felt as if i'm not sick enough" Alfie struggles with the concept of food. He loves it, he hates it and just wants to find peace with it and within himself. He wants to make up with his body, his mind but he's lost all control so he's finding it hard to live. Alfie Hailo, a 16 year old swimmer, has been struggling with food since the age of 13. His parents put him in dance class when he was 6 but he was getting bullied as he got older, so decided to quit and choose a more 'masculine' sport.His father also left the family home 2 years prior and has been struggling to understand why. He has amazing friends, and an amazing family who love and care for him dearly but, he doesn't feel this. He feels like he has to be perfect. With the pressure of school, and having to keep up to the social norms of a professional swimmer, it's hard for Alfie to concentrate. He needs the help. And to do this, Alvin helps. Alvin helps him find his worth, take control, and makes his life easier, or so he seems. His best friends, Killian and Ruby, know Alfie inside and out. They know his family life, school life. And this is because Alfie is a simple person. He has never had a detention, nor has he been expelled. He's a straight A student with no history of alcohol or drug abuse. Will they suspect anything? How will Alfie proceed with his excruciating pain. Will he cover it up or will he find the courage to speak up and seek help?

Everything Gets Better by lisaaaaa1616

Dream and Sapnap seem like they are the greatest friends on camera, however, both share a dark and deep secret as soon as the camera turns off. One where they put their lives at risk, taking it as far as to purposefully misuse insulin. While Dream and Sapnap keep pushing each other into bad habits, George's health starts decreasing more each day. Daily headaches turn into passing out and throwing up, something George blames his anxiety for. But when disaster seems to strike, George passes out on stream. However, this time it's different. Instead of waking up a minute after he passes out, he has his first seizure ever, live on Twitch... Warnings: -Eating disorder behaviour (starvation/purging/overexercising/skipping insulin/weighing/binging) -Self harm (cutting/burning) -Cancer (brain tumour) One time warnings/only mentioned: -Substance (alcohol/cigarettes) 3 times + skippable -Forced tube feeding (in the end shortly) -Chemotherapy 1 time -Seizure 1 time

It was under control by myrealnameisasecret

Jules Hart returns to the psychiatric ward, her life has fallen apart once again. She had it under control. Or was it all just her imagination? She encounters trials and tribulations with her eating disorder recovery, being forced into situations like no other; ending in painful repercussions and unhealthy coping mechanisms. After deciding she no longer wants help, Jules escapes the psychiatric ward; resulting in her attempting to take her own life. The consequence of her actions, broke Tom's heart in the process, all the while he held her sick body. Her life has led her down the path of having to recover from not only the torturous eating disorder, but the addictive self harm and torment of the suicidal ideation. Let's just hope Jules gets her happy ending... ~ "GET OFF ME! GET THE HELL OFF ME! I DON'T LIKE BEING TOUCHED! GET THE FUCK OFF ME. TOM PLEASE HELP ME. TOM! PLEASE GET THEM OFF ME. I'M SO SCARED!" Jules's fragile body was making a forceful connection with the cold and unsympathetic ground. Her bloodline exiting and tainting her body and all of the surroundings. Her painful and emotional screams echoed the white corridor, while Jules's body shook and shivered, and dizzy spells with blurry covered eyes; forced her body and mind to experience a feeling of disconnection. The fit of fear that swirled in the pit of Jules's stomach made her head jolt violently side to side, along with front and back; causing her forehead to strike the floor. ~TW: Eating disorder, suicide and self harm mentioned throughout~

Hold on || dreamnotfound by randomog

tw: self harm, swearing, angst, depression, eating disorder, mention of suicide Dream has always been struggling with depression. Right when he thought he was slowly doing better, he finds out about George having a crush on a certain girl. While having to admit to himself that he is in love with his best friend, he also starts falling apart again. Especially since George is unreachable now, right? our dms are always open if you need anything <33 21.2.22: #1 in dreamnotfound :)

Exᴘɪʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ Dᴀᴛᴇ {DNF} by TheDNFCow

Dream seems to be happy on stream but behind the screen hes in the deepest depths of the ocean. Struggling with ADHD, depression, anxiety and many other things cause by those, could all end soon in his mind. George is Dreams' online bestfriend of 7 years now. He dosent know Dreams' home life nor his mental issues. He's getting worried when dream starts sleeping more and more, while also dealing with a toxic and abuseive relationship with a man he doesn't truly love. What will happen when Dream chooses his expiration date and decides to not go back from his idea? Will George be able to find him and stop him before he will never be able to hear his voice again? -------- The blonde neared the end of the roof, looking down at the city below him, waiting for the perfect time to jump. He pulls out his phone in the pouring rain, not caring about if it slips from his hands or if it breaks before he can say goodbye to the brit. He begins calling George one last time, sitting on the edge of the building, his feet hanging down as tears mix with rain. The call declines so he stands back up and closes his eyes. "Dream! Get down from there!" the brunette yells through the sounds of the pouring rain, dragging him away from the edge and into the middle of the roof in a big hug. "George... Why didn't you just let me jump? Why are you even in Florida?" "Because Dream... I love you.." ------ Started: October 6, 2022 Finished:

marionette | DreamNotFound by unprettypeople

George struggled with himself. His friend didn't seem to notice but Clay sure did. At first, George didn't really like the new student that much. "Am I the problem?" George asked. As the taller one responded with a cold tone in his voice, a smirk formed on the brunette's lips. ! I don't know the original creator of the fanart used ! TW // anorexia , depression , homophobia , abuse , self harm , toxicity

I've Got It Under Control by myrealnameisasecret

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~

Ghosting / DNF by axofloop

Just before Dream and George were about to get married, something unexpected happened: George died and is now a ghost, unable to be seen by a single soul. This is horrible. It still can get worse though, especially if you see the love of your life slowly moving on, falling in love with someone else, right in front of your eyes. ↘️Just an info, nothing big:↙️ Written out of fun and for entertainment. If you feel like there should be a trigger warning somewhere, just tell me. I'll try to avoid triggers though, don't worry. I do not ship them as real life persons, don't worry. If they are uncomfortable with anything in my story, I will take it down/rewrite it. Info about sharing and Co. : Feel free to ask questions. I'm totally fine if you share edits/... of my work on any socials like TikTok, Instagram and Co.! Same is for fanart and other, but I doubt that somebody would make stuff like that anyways. ⚠️ Don't publish this story on ANY other fanfiction sites/other sites though. // DNF - Fanfiction 3.28k reads 10th July 5.1k reads 29th September 7.3k reads 7th October (thank you <33) #3 dreamxgeorge #19 georgexdream #17 shipping #6 dnf #1 dreamnotfound #1 ghost #14 ghosting #5 angst #46 dreamwastaken #33 georgenotfound #107 angst #239 sad #3 dream #2 george #468 mcyt #389 mxm #5 gay WHY WAS I ON #1 FANFICTION?? :)!

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After George is hit with a tragedy he completely isolates himself from the people closest to him. A few years later, he runs into 2 old friends who will help him through mourning and bring him back to his happy old self... if they can. tw: suicide, self harm 4/12/22 - #1 dreamnotfound 4/23/22 - #1 george 10/23/22 - #1 dream 6/10/22- 10k !! 12/25/22- 20k !! 11/11/23- 30k!!! 8/15/25- 40k!! THANK U GUYS SO MUCH ILYSM <33