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I Can't

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TW! Eating disorders, self harm, rape, panic attack, alcohol, suicidal thoughts/attempt

While streaming one day, some people in the chat comment on George's weight. He laughs it off in the moment but starts to watch what he eats and work out more. Eventually he eats less and less and tries to convince himself and others he's just not hungry or he's on a diet. But it all goes downhill from there.

Disclaimer! This is just a fanfiction! It's not real and I am in no way trying to insult any of the dsmp members. :)

For anyone struggling right now, I promise it gets better. A glow stick has to break before it glows. (cringey I know but it's true) Love you all! <3All Rights Reserved

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Please Don't Go (Dream x Reader) by Athrii_

I drew this! ^ with one of those crappy 6 in 1 multicolor pens. Dream x reader (SHE/HER PRONOUNS!!) Y/n finds herself in a interesting situation. She is falling for one of her best friends, Clay. An accident occurs, and she wakes up in a new surrounding. What happens if Y/n ends up falling for the same man twice? Aight. This is my first book, so I'd rather not be heavily criticized, but light criticism is appreciated. If there are any typos PLEASE point them out! :P This is a Dream x Reader book. There are mentions of blood, self harm, anxiety and panic attacks. This book also contains descriptive violence and use of weaponry. And perhaps death. If you are uncomfortable with these please DON'T read this! Consider yourself warned alright?! So this book does not follow the DreamSMP storyline at like... all, maybe a few parts, but most of this is my own imagination. HOW? FEB - 13 - 22 #3 on dreamxreader BRUH, THE STORIES ABOVE MINE HAVE LIKE A MIL + READS AN I HAVE 750. THAT DONT ADD UP WATTPAD. im in shambles JUN - 5 - 22 #1 on dreamwastakenxreader ahhh how??? That's gotta be lie. I refuse to believe it. Now...quote? - "You can't be on Nicks side!" I exclaim. "Now I'm stuck with George!" George makes an exaggerated gasp, "What's wrong with me? I literally have pretty privilege." (HA) The three of us say in sync, "You're colourblind." We burst into laughter once again. George rolls his eyes in disappointment, but is still smiling, "You guys are such idiots" -

Panic by _dreamwasfound

Life is going fine for George until he starts feeling... weird. Everytime he talks to Dream, he gets butterflies- Yearning for the joyful sound of Dreams laugh- But, panic starts to set in. Their only best friends, right? George doesn't want anything more, at least he doesn't think. Fearing that these stupid feelings will ruin evrything, George decideds to take a break from the internet. Things in his life change. He loses his apatite. He loses sleep. And, hes losing his connection with Dream. Yet hes still panicking. As he starts to fall into a deep state of depression, he hears a knock at his door. "Who could that be" George groans as he walks across the cold, hard floor to the door. As he twists the handle, it creaks. Shock freezes his whole body. "Dream?!" Trigger Warnings throughout the book include - Panic attacks, anxiety attacks, vomiting, passing out, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, rude language, and physical violence.

Heatwaves - dreamnotfound fanfic by miabickley

This is not my story and I do not want any credit for this story. ORIGINAL WRITER : tbhyourelame I only wanted a way for everyone to be able to read this amazingly written work as it was originally posted to ao3. If you can I know that the writer would really appreciate you reading the story on there however I know that there is a long wait time. Also I would like to say if tbhyourelame wants me to take this down I will do so straight away as I respect their wishes

Till The End by lisaaaaa1616

George is cancer free after a long battle full of chemotherapy and surgeries at his fourteenth. He starts living his life again, goes back to school and hangs out with his friends and family to appreciate all the small things in life as his leg starts hurting again... Clay is grieving because his mother passed away from lymphoma, a cancer type that's running in his family. With barely anyone around him who can comfort him while grieving, he also needs to deal with his severe anxiety coming from emetophobia, his extreme fear of throwing up. But then the worst thing happens... just as Clay gets diagnosed with blood cancer, George gets diagnosed for the second time with bone cancer. Clay's fear is so big that he doesn't know how to go on and George doesn't know if he can fight this battle a second time... Warnings: -Cancer (bone cancer (relapse)/blood cancer) -Suicidal thoughts/suicide attempt (short) -Bullying (only once in the end) -Throwing up (skippable) -Chemotherapy -Amputation ⚠️ Clay has emetophobia in this story and for all the people with this same phobia, I added a trigger for mentions/talk about throwing up/nausea, a trigger for nausea and one for throwing up. They are all skippable!!

Someone Like You by lisaaaaa1616

Clay, the most handsome boy of the school with a cocky attitude who is surrounded by his popular friend group and loads of girls. His life should only be amazing, right? Little did anyone know that the same boy was using makeup on a daily basis to hide his bruises while running away from home with tears rolling down his face. George, however, had quite the opposite life or... a way more similar life than any of them thought? After being bullied by the popular guys for years, George's self worth got so low that self harm seemed like the only way to escape the terrific reality... Just when George thought Clay's and Sapnap's lives were great, more and more secrets were revealed. Maybe Clay wasn't as happy as he seemed, maybe he was very similar to George. Just a bit too much... Warnings: -Sexual assault/implied rape (scenes not written) -Suicide attempt (car accident (severe injuries)) -Physical and emotional (child) abuse -Bullying (body shaming) -Self harm (cutting) -Disordered eating -Panic attacks

Finally Free Again by lisaaaaa1616

Clay's life has never been easy after severe harm was caused by his drunk father. His mother can't decide anything at home and daily arguments go so far that his mother regularly escapes the house. Clay feels lost and starts blaming himself for all problems at home. Instead of asking someone for help, he decides to start starving himself to gain some control in his life. His attempt to lose weight goes so far that his weight drops dangerously low which leads to a forced hospital stay, causing a lot of traumatic experiences. No one seems to understand the very sick Clay and he starts slipping away more and more, not believing anyone who tells him he suffers from anorexia nervosa. Everything keeps escalating until a young boy with bulimia nervosa stays with him in his hospital room... Warnings: -Anorexia nervosa (hospitalisation/forced tube feeding) -Overexercising/starving (extreme weight loss) -Bulimia nervosa (purging (throwing up) -Numbers of weight (loss)/calories -Emotional (rarely physical) abuse -Bullying (abuse)

You're My Friend Forever by lisaaaaa1616

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Bastille | DNF by Jukebox_Disc

[DNF Prison!AU] "New roomie, how great." The man spoke with deep sarcasm, voice rough as if unused. "Haven't had one in a while." He stood up, easily towering over George. He was built, definitely very strong, but didn't look too bulky. His face was as serious as was his voice and posture. If this guy decided to rock his shit, George knew he was screwed. He greatly hesitated before asking, but then decided it's in his best interest to get to know his new cellmate. "W-why, what happened to the last one?" He tried his best to sound casual and absolutely not frightened to death, but his voice came out a little choked up. "Well, let's just say we had our disagreements." Oh. "Wait, they let you change cellmates?" "Why, you trynna run off already?" He felt his heart drop, even after realizing this was probably this guy's idea of a joke. George wasn't sure if he should laugh it off or remain quiet. "'Course they don't. What do you think this is, summer camp?" or DNF Prison!AU where George needs help chasing off what seems to be every horny bastard in the prison and he ends up accidentally roping his new cellmate into helping him.

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