A Conversation : SHE CAN'T COMMIT

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Is she ever going to commit? Will she love herself more? Will she find love? Is she worth anyone's emotions? Will she ever have the courage to face her problems?
A Conversation; She Can't Commit is a nonfiction story that talks about a teenager growing into adulthood. People have always seen her to be the problem, the troublemaker and the controversial girl. She has grown to believe she's not worthy of anything good in her life since that is all she's known and heard almost her entire life. She gets into relationships and always pushes back.
Kaileen tries to understand why she can't have any long-lasting relationships. She recalls back from when she had her first love, Jason, to all her behaviours and personality to figure out if she is the problem or if she just hasn't found the right person yet.
Kaileen later finds the right person and realises she is the wrong person for him, Gareth.
She doesn't understand why she found the right person to have a future with and is now the wrong person for him.
She wonders if the problem with her comebacks is because she can't commit to anything in her life, relationship-wise or not. She wants to know when she started being afraid of pushing forward in life and gaining happiness. Is it her childhood traumas? Is it being raised by a single parent? Is it the emotional blackmail and abuse? Is it the sexual harassment? Is it just attention-seeking? Is she the problem, or is what she went through at an early stage the problem? She traces it back to her childhood and her parent's marriage, which becomes very interesting knowing it has made her who she is now
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1st day of publishing #124 most impressive nonfiction out of 4.10k stories
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