Remember
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Ongoing16m
Last published Wed, Dec 30, 2015
Is it normal for someone to wake up and forget everything that happened the day before? Is it normal if I can't remember that I had an embarassing fall -face first- that everyone had a good laugh at my pounding head? Or that I forgot that you had already given me an invitation to your birthday party just yesterday? Or that my assignment was done the day before and I kept re-doing it, forgetting the fact I had already handed it in?
Is that normal? To erase every event that had happened today during my sleep?
I don't think I will be seeing doctors and doing surgery if that was normal. No. And I also think that I will never be cured.
Oh well
The thing is, I won't remember that I do have this problem. I will forget everything when the sun has gone down. And it feels like nothing to me, but when I see the faces I am suppose to know, it makes me want to remember who are they to me and why are they sad.
I wish I could just... remember.
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