Complicated Fate

"I'm sorry. I thought I have loved you. But turns out I was only using you for my benefit. I only used you so I don't feel alone. So please, stop loving me and don't bother me anymore", I stated in between my sobs. Looking through his broken and flustered soul.

"I, uh.." He tried to form a word but nothing comes out of her beautiful lips.
"How.. Why.. I thought." he added with a bewildered mind. He raised his hands up to his head and was now drowned by his thoughts.

I stand there waiting for him to respond but he only stare at me blankly.

"Go to hell Chas!, and by that he left without looking back.

And here I am, re-thinking that this is the most fucked up thing I ever did.