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THE NOTION OF DESPAIR

simpxfictionalmen

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Reads 191
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Parts 9
Time 49m

simpxfictionalmen

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abuse art crying happy museums plot plottwist possessive romance self self-harm sensitive spice strong toxic trigger warnings

Have you ever thought one second what it to feel like you are going to die and when you try to come get up then someone knock's you over and over again until you feel like you don't want any other thing than being dead? 
yah! same. Hi i am olivia woods, and this is my life. All my life i have been running from my past until it catches up to me like an inferno in the forest after 6 years of me being invisible. 
I have every intention of being the same but life doesn't happen like we wanted. it has it own trump cards.

Archer Knight one of the wealthiest person in the united states, and has a soft sot for only his sister and no one else until he finds her sister's best friend. he knows that there is something going on with her but he doesn't know the situation.

what happens when the layers of truths will uncover, will Archer help to her to get her out in time? 
Read and find out!! also this is my first novel so helpful comment are ALWAYS welcome but if you going to roast the shit up here then i am going to block you.

HAPPY READING MY LOVELIES! 💋All Rights Reserved

abuse art crying happy museums plot plottwist possessive romance self self-harm sensitive spice strong toxic trigger warnings

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