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THE NOTION OF DESPAIR

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Reads 191
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Parts 9
Time 49m

simpxfictionalmen

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abuse art crying happy museums plot plottwist possessive romance self self-harm sensitive spice strong toxic trigger warnings

Have you ever thought one second what it to feel like you are going to die and when you try to come get up then someone knock's you over and over again until you feel like you don't want any other thing than being dead? 
yah! same. Hi i am olivia woods, and this is my life. All my life i have been running from my past until it catches up to me like an inferno in the forest after 6 years of me being invisible. 
I have every intention of being the same but life doesn't happen like we wanted. it has it own trump cards.

Archer Knight one of the wealthiest person in the united states, and has a soft sot for only his sister and no one else until he finds her sister's best friend. he knows that there is something going on with her but he doesn't know the situation.

what happens when the layers of truths will uncover, will Archer help to her to get her out in time? 
Read and find out!! also this is my first novel so helpful comment are ALWAYS welcome but if you going to roast the shit up here then i am going to block you.

HAPPY READING MY LOVELIES! 💋All Rights Reserved

abuse art crying happy museums plot plottwist possessive romance self self-harm sensitive spice strong toxic trigger warnings

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GOD OF DEVOTION

This is a fanfic of characters from LOG series I don't claim to own them "I BEGGED HIM TO STAY, BUT HE LEFT ANYWAY." Ariella Nash I loved him even before I knew what love was. I was like a moon revolving around his sun. But when he burned me, I saw the truth. I was nothing more than a fleeting moment in his life, a passing shadow. That day, my love for him turned to ashes. Now, I don't want him or his love. Remington Astor I didn't know what she meant to me until I lost her. I always pretended she was a nuisance, but deep down, I cherished the way she loved me. She looked at me as if I was her world, but now she avoids me like I'm a plague. I took her love for granted, and now she says she doesn't want it anymore. But I can't accept that. I'm willing to give her my everything, and I will beg for her forgiveness until she loves me back. "This might be a fanfic but you can read it as a new Wattpad book"