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THE NOTION OF DESPAIR

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Reads 191
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Parts 9
Time 49m

simpxfictionalmen

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abuse art crying happy museums plot plottwist possessive romance self self-harm sensitive spice strong toxic trigger warnings

Have you ever thought one second what it to feel like you are going to die and when you try to come get up then someone knock's you over and over again until you feel like you don't want any other thing than being dead? 
yah! same. Hi i am olivia woods, and this is my life. All my life i have been running from my past until it catches up to me like an inferno in the forest after 6 years of me being invisible. 
I have every intention of being the same but life doesn't happen like we wanted. it has it own trump cards.

Archer Knight one of the wealthiest person in the united states, and has a soft sot for only his sister and no one else until he finds her sister's best friend. he knows that there is something going on with her but he doesn't know the situation.

what happens when the layers of truths will uncover, will Archer help to her to get her out in time? 
Read and find out!! also this is my first novel so helpful comment are ALWAYS welcome but if you going to roast the shit up here then i am going to block you.

HAPPY READING MY LOVELIES! 💋All Rights Reserved

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HIS OBSESSION by Wordsmiths4

He stepped even closer so close that our nose was touching and I could feel his minty breath on my face. Oh no wrong move. "I was just cleaning it" I said and gulped hard. "Um can you pl-pls mo-move back a little" I said stuttering. He smirked and moved even closer to me if that was even possible. "Why do I make you nervous" he said with his smirk widening. Yes. "Pls let me go" I pleaded. He just smirked and moved closer to me and....... Ethan Anderson is a waiter he works in a café. Taking care of his sick grandmother is the first thing Ethan will do. He's extremely shy. Due to his past he has some trust issues that doesn't allow him to trust people easily. But with someone entering his life again, ethans gonna have a hard time trusting that someone. Alexander knight is someone you don't wanna mess with.He too has a past which he doesn't share with anyone but when he meets Ethan all of a sudden he is someone alex wants to tell his past to. The leader has his eyes on Ethan and now he wants him and he will get him after all whatever the king wants he gets it. When love turns into a lovely obsession. Pls follow, vote and comment cause it matters.

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E-BOOK AND PAPERBACK AVAILABLE ON AMAZON NOW!! - - - MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY - - - When you're born, you are born with an engraving tattooed upon your skin. It is given to you, to determine what man or woman should be your lover. Who should be with you forever once you find them. If you find them. It's a mark that is only half-finished, the other half left on your soulmate's body. Heat emerges on the area of your mark when they're near, and cold grows the farther you are apart. For Anna Cardale, her shoulder is covered in what looks to be half of a wing. A beautiful red and delicate wing. She's quiet, stoic, and doesn't let anyone in. And she certainly doesn't care for a "soulmate" ever since escaping a terrifying past life. But when she moves to a new town and to a new school with a new care home family, her skin heats up. She feels her stomach churn in unnerved expression. It's as if something is yearning to pull her closer. And then she sees him. For it wasn't something that pulled her in. It was someone. And just like her, demons are living deep inside of his soul. Dreaded demons that keep him company. Can she heal him? Or is the other way around? Or perhaps the demons are always the ones who prevail... - - - "I'm sad that this wonderful book is coming to an end. 😢" - LlexieD "This book was phenomenal! I'm in such wow of it." - singingchoirfreak "AHH IM CRYING THIS IS AMAZING 1000/10 YES BITCHH" - BeautyInTheBlackRose - - -