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Is it Just Me Falling?

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Reads 41,445
Votes 365
Parts 18
Time 1h 59m

Mature

There’s a lot I would like to say to you, but I’m afraid I’m not good with words, or with this language foreign to my tongue. My tongue knows not the poetic proverbs one could belt out, or the sounds you make and understand. It barely knows this language, the language of love. My heart hammers on my rib cage and sometimes forgets its function. It’s new at this, please be lenient. It can’t beat steadily when you smile like that, so please don’t. It can’t remember to beat at all when you take my hand, so please warn it before you do. My heart would be really, really happy to see you happy and safe every day. If it is possible, I would like to remain like this, where we are friends and it’s okay to laugh with you. I’ll try not to make you feel upset or uncomfortable. Forgive my heart, it’s new to this.All Rights Reserved

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Catch Me, I'm Fallin.. by jinggay1992

"Don't even think about how the f**k goes anything!" He clenched his fist. It was him, the man that I really loved for the whole fourteen years, without knowing it. How come I didn't see him immediately. My heart was pounding, all I wanted was, to hold his hand with mine, keep him for myself, love and cherish him. I'm in love with him, and nothing can change the way I feel for him. He planted a peck on my lips. "Just tell me if you could give us a chance." I smiled, then pulled him for another kiss, not wanting him to let go, but before I could regain my senses, he took control of those kisses we shared, he licked, sucked and bit my lips until, I gasped and took that moment to explore every inch of my Mouth with his tongue. I don't know, how long we've kissed, but when we finally pulled a bit away from each other while gasping and running after our breath, his expression was pure delightful and surprised. My heart flutters, He simply smiles and kisses me again more gently and passionately this time. Published Date: November 14, 2022 Finished Date:

Emotional Amnesia by CAKerst

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're not". I have felt like this many times in my life; as a kid, teenager and as an adult. I have seen many things in my life and felt even more things that has been horribly depressing... But I got up. I stood up to walk on for another day. I dealt with my emotional amnesia the only way I knew I could and that was by writing it out into poetry. I wanted to forget my pain and forget what I was going through. I needed that cut of the blade or a pill to drink to take everything away. My poetry became both my pill and my blade... Now I share the most intimate part of myself with the world. The part of me I kept hidden in the closet. The part I never thought I would ever present to the world. Now is the time I have to stop having amnesia about my emotions. It is time to learn, to better myself and to stand up and remember the things that I shut out like a voluntary amnesia all these years. Those who are offended after reading this - f**k you! If you are sad with me and willing to cut your wrist - I know how you feel! If you just enjoy the words - I love you! #679 in Poetry on 17/03/2018 #779 in Poetry on 18/03/2018 #807 in Poetry on 19/03/2018 #474 in Poetry on 22/03/2018

Broken Love by Juliette_Audrielle

Sorry? Sorry for what? You didn't do anything. This will never be your fault. I don't even know where to start. There is so much i want to say. But the more i look at you the more it hurts me. Your nervous and scared. You won't even keep eye contact for more than two seconds before you look away again. Your arms are folded into your stomach. Like your too scared to move or say anything else. I have destroyed you haven't I?

His Appointed Wife by fathy_writes

"What if the right person is also your Mr. So Wrong?" *** Her lips touched and teased and coaxed him and he felt her touch in every cell and every bone. Soft and supple, her body was around him. Everywhere. She was everywhere. He was hungry for more, but he couldn't break this sweetness. Shy and timid, she kissed like herself. All so innocent, but incredibly passionate. The kiss was gentle, yet also fire. And he couldn't help anymore. He wanted more. He pushed her back gently and her back hit the wall and he pressed himself to her amazing body. "Ah." He thought. "Can I really stay away after this?" "I can't." She thought. ~~~ A guy, a girl, a contract and sizzling sexual tension brewing between them. Is it possible for them to come out of it with zero casualties? ~~~ "I'll give you a place to stay and I'll pay you, all you have to do is to pretend to be my wife for an year, in return. It is that easy." Or is it? With a contract, their deal is filed, signed and sealed with a kiss. Finally, Alexandra will have a home, have someone to back her up in the fight of getting back what is legally hers. Logan will have the revenge he wants against his ex-girlfriend, Stacy. Gambling with the matters of heart is just dangerous. You might hit the jackpot or you will be neck deep in heartbreak. It all depends on the cards that have been dealt to you. And they will both realize it soon enough, when their heart take over their brain. ___

the suicide mind by Dileyne18xo

"and you left me with bad habits like cracking my knuckles and wearing your sweater because the smell of you still lingers. you left me chewing at the skin of my skin on my lips because maybe just maybe if it's gone the taste of you will be too, but the problem is i can't tear off my skin. so i'm left with the shivers down my spine when my body remembers your hands running up my back as you kissed me and it paralyzes me because i miss it. i miss you. i miss smiling between kisses because damn you just made me happy and I thought I made you just as happy because you would smile and whisper "what" but i would just shake my head and pull you close and it was real. it was. all of it. so why did you leave me? why?"

If You Knew Me by journeyoftheheart

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The leaving 11 years on on going stopped up dating for a awhile by CarolOBrien1

The leaving. It was hard, tragic , painful, yet it had to be done, I needed to save my life. I didn't want to start again, this would be the story of finding myself, pulling myself back together, reuniting the happy go lucky youngster I had once been. The shock of leaving took more of a toll on me than I thought it would. I had asked two people to help me move out of the house I had shared with my partner for 8 years, we had been together 23 years in total. The move was done in total secrecy, my partner could never know in advance, it was a very scary time. I had moved various things out of the house and secured a rent on a property nearby. The house I picked was near the School the children went to, and my oldest lad was going to be near his best friend. My Mother told me of the property it was advertised on the web, we both went and had a look, even that was scary, I didn't want to be seen by anyone and became paranoid that I would be caught out. For many months I lived on a new kind of fear, the fear of someone finding out that I planned to leave my abusive partner, though of course no one knew my seemingly happy, funny, generous partner was abusive. Finding the house was one thing, getting the various companies to connect the house and exchanging the information of my current address so they could varify that I was, who I said I was almost drove me mad. The day came to leave, My Mother and a very dear Friend came round as early as possible, we packed as much as we could. This included taking the boys clothes, bedding, toys, stuff from the garden, my stuff. We had 3 cars the packing seem to take all day. By the end we had to get going to be able to unpack, leaving me time to pick up the boys from School and settle them in their new home. I couldn't do it at first,I started to cry then scream, to leave the world I had put so much of my life into, and now in a split second would be leaving was breaking my heart.

words don't come that easy. by hardlysober

I've tried. but i've always failed to contain these thousand words in a few sentences, maybe im bad at expressing macro feelings in the few words that I'm limited to. you might think you know me enough because it's been a long time since i first waved at you and the love for the same artist started our very first conversation, but even i haven't discovered the colors of my existence yet, so why do you claim that you have? you think you've already uncovered the secrets and seen the scars and the marks and reached the origin of every preserved artifact in the treasures that i've kept hidden over the years but there's so much more that you would never even hear of. i've chosen to show you everything as a part of a happy story but will you ever know this? which words were rewritten and omitted out and which words are the part of the organic script which fits perfectly into the timeline. have you figured out yet who's the real director of my story? there's so much more to me than you think there is. poetry and prose and everything in between. 26.10.2021 - 01.06.2022

The Path I Crave! by PriyaCb

Dear Adi, I start by asking you to forgive me. I know it's impossible to forgive me this time. I did lie to you. I'm going away forever. I know you will tear down the dam world to find me. Please don't waste your time trying to find me. You have your entire life ahead. Treasure it. Make it so wonderfully that one day when If I dare to come back, you can tell me all about it. I love you. Don't ever have a doubt about my love for you. You are the only man I truly love. Every day I spent with you I loved you more. You are the second best thing that ever happened to me, off course the first is Rishi. The last couple of month with you, were the best. I will cherish until my last breath. Every bit of it. You have thought me how to love selflessly. You have loved me more than half your life and I want you to love me until your last breath. But I want you to find a sweet girl (she better not be better than me). And you better not love anyone as much as you loved me, move on with your life Don't let me die from your heart. Don't make me a burden in your heart. Cherish me in there. As long as I live, I want to be in your heart. I don't care if you fall in love again but I do care about staying in your heart. Don't throw me and I promise I will always love you. I know I'm hurting you terribly, believe me I feel terrible already writing this letter to you. I hope the happy memories subsides the pain in your heart. Always and Forever - Yours and only yours Chandni

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Catch Me, I'm Fallin..

"Don't even think about how the f**k goes anything!" He clenched his fist. It was him, the man that I really loved for the whole fourteen years, without knowing it. How come I didn't see him immediately. My heart was pounding, all I wanted was, to hold his hand with mine, keep him for myself, love and cherish him. I'm in love with him, and nothing can change the way I feel for him. He planted a peck on my lips. "Just tell me if you could give us a chance." I smiled, then pulled him for another kiss, not wanting him to let go, but before I could regain my senses, he took control of those kisses we shared, he licked, sucked and bit my lips until, I gasped and took that moment to explore every inch of my Mouth with his tongue. I don't know, how long we've kissed, but when we finally pulled a bit away from each other while gasping and running after our breath, his expression was pure delightful and surprised. My heart flutters, He simply smiles and kisses me again more gently and passionately this time. Published Date: November 14, 2022 Finished Date: