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Is it Just Me Falling?

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Reads 41,446
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Parts 18
Time 1h 59m

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There’s a lot I would like to say to you, but I’m afraid I’m not good with words, or with this language foreign to my tongue. My tongue knows not the poetic proverbs one could belt out, or the sounds you make and understand. It barely knows this language, the language of love. My heart hammers on my rib cage and sometimes forgets its function. It’s new at this, please be lenient. It can’t beat steadily when you smile like that, so please don’t. It can’t remember to beat at all when you take my hand, so please warn it before you do. My heart would be really, really happy to see you happy and safe every day. If it is possible, I would like to remain like this, where we are friends and it’s okay to laugh with you. I’ll try not to make you feel upset or uncomfortable. Forgive my heart, it’s new to this.All Rights Reserved

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Your Brother and I by SGsongs11

Sometimes people force you to do things that you never wanted to do. Sometimes while doing those things you meet people that you never knew you needed to meet. You start to form friendships with these people and sometimes something special happens with that guy you didn't know you liked. These people start to become your world, but no world can be perfect. That guy you liked may seem incredible but there's something he's just too afraid to tell you. Oh, and your friends? They know what he's hiding too, but they've all decided to keep it from you. Forgetting it can sometimes be your only way to keep going. "You're eyes are shooting stars." "And what do you wish for, mon significative une?" "For you to tell my your deepest secrets." He was quiet for a moment but he didn't leave like I expected him to do. He just simply started to kiss my check while trailing down to my jaw, then neck, then up to my ear. He gripped my lobe between his teeth and right as he let it go he whispered something. "If I tell you my secrets, that gleam in your eye, that you seem to only look at me with, will forever be lost."

Emotional Amnesia by CAKerst

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're not". I have felt like this many times in my life; as a kid, teenager and as an adult. I have seen many things in my life and felt even more things that has been horribly depressing... But I got up. I stood up to walk on for another day. I dealt with my emotional amnesia the only way I knew I could and that was by writing it out into poetry. I wanted to forget my pain and forget what I was going through. I needed that cut of the blade or a pill to drink to take everything away. My poetry became both my pill and my blade... Now I share the most intimate part of myself with the world. The part of me I kept hidden in the closet. The part I never thought I would ever present to the world. Now is the time I have to stop having amnesia about my emotions. It is time to learn, to better myself and to stand up and remember the things that I shut out like a voluntary amnesia all these years. Those who are offended after reading this - f**k you! If you are sad with me and willing to cut your wrist - I know how you feel! If you just enjoy the words - I love you! #679 in Poetry on 17/03/2018 #779 in Poetry on 18/03/2018 #807 in Poetry on 19/03/2018 #474 in Poetry on 22/03/2018

words don't come that easy. by hardlysober

I've tried. but i've always failed to contain these thousand words in a few sentences, maybe im bad at expressing macro feelings in the few words that I'm limited to. you might think you know me enough because it's been a long time since i first waved at you and the love for the same artist started our very first conversation, but even i haven't discovered the colors of my existence yet, so why do you claim that you have? you think you've already uncovered the secrets and seen the scars and the marks and reached the origin of every preserved artifact in the treasures that i've kept hidden over the years but there's so much more that you would never even hear of. i've chosen to show you everything as a part of a happy story but will you ever know this? which words were rewritten and omitted out and which words are the part of the organic script which fits perfectly into the timeline. have you figured out yet who's the real director of my story? there's so much more to me than you think there is. poetry and prose and everything in between. 26.10.2021 - 01.06.2022

Catch Me, I'm Fallin.. by jinggay1992

"Don't even think about how the f**k goes anything!" He clenched his fist. It was him, the man that I really loved for the whole fourteen years, without knowing it. How come I didn't see him immediately. My heart was pounding, all I wanted was, to hold his hand with mine, keep him for myself, love and cherish him. I'm in love with him, and nothing can change the way I feel for him. He planted a peck on my lips. "Just tell me if you could give us a chance." I smiled, then pulled him for another kiss, not wanting him to let go, but before I could regain my senses, he took control of those kisses we shared, he licked, sucked and bit my lips until, I gasped and took that moment to explore every inch of my Mouth with his tongue. I don't know, how long we've kissed, but when we finally pulled a bit away from each other while gasping and running after our breath, his expression was pure delightful and surprised. My heart flutters, He simply smiles and kisses me again more gently and passionately this time. Published Date: November 14, 2022 Finished Date:

Off-limits Series: Never Enough by den_of_lion

I always believe in the phrase that love is blind, everything that is forbidden is desirable, and when love comes knocking on your doorstep you lose all focus on your behavior. That's love. Your heart will not realize what the wrong, and correct person that could give away for. That's what happened to my heart when he was feeling hard for my brother-in-law. I know we can't be together. It's not my fault at first he's the one that play in fire, and I followed in. I'm pretty aware that he's off-limits but a bit of playing around couldn't hurt. That is what I thought at first by the time my hidden feelings that I have for him started to burn brightly inside me. Furthermore, I know he loves my sister so much, and he will never be able to divorce her because of me. Even so, these things didn't stop me from asking him to give me a one-night stand to lose my hymen for him after he took advantage of me. What do you think he's going to say? Will he accept my offer? Did my brother-in-law accept a one-night stand? or, he's going to ask me for more. Oh, and what about the secret that I put in my heart about my oldest sister a long time ago? Can I keep it in my heart after I fell in love with her husband? I don't own those answers for you now. If you want to know what going to happen, and the answers to those questions all you have to do is start reading my off-limit love story. Welcome to a journey where love knows no boundaries, but its consequences are as real as the beating of a wounded heart.

The leaving 11 years on on going stopped up dating for a awhile by CarolOBrien1

The leaving. It was hard, tragic , painful, yet it had to be done, I needed to save my life. I didn't want to start again, this would be the story of finding myself, pulling myself back together, reuniting the happy go lucky youngster I had once been. The shock of leaving took more of a toll on me than I thought it would. I had asked two people to help me move out of the house I had shared with my partner for 8 years, we had been together 23 years in total. The move was done in total secrecy, my partner could never know in advance, it was a very scary time. I had moved various things out of the house and secured a rent on a property nearby. The house I picked was near the School the children went to, and my oldest lad was going to be near his best friend. My Mother told me of the property it was advertised on the web, we both went and had a look, even that was scary, I didn't want to be seen by anyone and became paranoid that I would be caught out. For many months I lived on a new kind of fear, the fear of someone finding out that I planned to leave my abusive partner, though of course no one knew my seemingly happy, funny, generous partner was abusive. Finding the house was one thing, getting the various companies to connect the house and exchanging the information of my current address so they could varify that I was, who I said I was almost drove me mad. The day came to leave, My Mother and a very dear Friend came round as early as possible, we packed as much as we could. This included taking the boys clothes, bedding, toys, stuff from the garden, my stuff. We had 3 cars the packing seem to take all day. By the end we had to get going to be able to unpack, leaving me time to pick up the boys from School and settle them in their new home. I couldn't do it at first,I started to cry then scream, to leave the world I had put so much of my life into, and now in a split second would be leaving was breaking my heart.

Morally Grey (Grey Morals #1) by QAsirawrites

♡ Weekly Chapter Releases ♡ My wedding day. The happiest day of my life, right? Wrong. I made it this far so why is it so hard to force these words out of my mouth? These two words which will tie me to him forever. He chose me but I didn't choose him and yet, with these two words, I am about to bound us to each other for life. I tremble. He notices. He leans down and I suck in a breath, accidentally taking in his scent and regretting it immediately. His lips stop just above my ear and I can feel his breath on my cheek. I still completely. "Two words and you become the queen of this city. You take shit from no one. You bow down to no one." He pauses and I hold my breath. "Well, no one but me," he chuckles and then stands back up to his full height. I hate him. With every fibre of my being I wish I could turn around and walk out of here. He holds my freedom in his hands and I have no choice but to obey. My mouth feels dry but I force myself to speak, knowing I'm committing myself to a lifetime by his side. "I do." And with that, I give in. A millionaire's wife to the outside world but I know I've just condemned myself to be a prisoner. How lucky am I? --- Entire Novel is free to read - This is book 1 in the series and can be read as a standalone.

Beautifully Broken by reychellemoira

"I'm tired." I whisper, my voice breaking. "I can't do this anymore. It's too much." He pulls me closer and holds me as he always does. "You're a strong girl. People look up to you, Mina. You'll get through this, okay? You're not alone. You're a beautiful girl and you have us." I shake my head. "If ever I am, I'm just another pretty girl that's broken inside." He holds me tighter and I feel his chin resting on my head as I break down in his arms. "Well, I guess you're beautifully broken then." I sob, my body heaving at the pain, wondering how he always sees beauty in an ugly broken girl. *** Just a little warning. Though there are no graphic or detailed pictures in the story, this is a story based on a school project I had on human trafficking and abuse. Thank you for reading. (not edited. Thanks for reading:)

You Saved Me.. (Hayes Grier Fanfic) by _sorryimhaleyy_

I have so much to tell you, but I don't know where to start. This is the beginning of giving you my heart. I've been through a lot of sorrow, I've been forced to endure pain. I have had some feelings that I never could explain. My heart has been shattered, time and time again. And I came close to believing that love was a sin. Now all I have are pieces of a heart that once was whole. And I'm trying to fix the damage from where it took it's tole. I'll be completely honest, I'm overcome with fear. I'm terrified of love because it only brings me tears. I'm clinging to my heart, afraid of handing it to you, because I'm afraid that, like the others, you'll just crush it too. If my heart breaks anymore, all I'll have left is dust. I'll be devoid of emotion, sanity, or trust. So if I give you my heart, please handle it with care. Don't throw it to the ground and leave me swimming in dispair. It's just so hard to love again when my heart is so worn out. I promise I'll try but please forgive me if I have doubts. I just hold my breath and close my eyes as the two of us get shoved into this fearful nightmare we have come to know as love.

UNDERCOVER SOULMATING by chrismae93

Promise you'll catch me; & don't let me down. Or at least not drop me on my face, like the last one did. Guys are so unpredictable, untrustworthy, easily bored, and always find a way to disappoint you. Not this one though! "Sometimes the things you need are right under your nose, and you'll miss them if you don't pay attention." That is what my mom always said anyway. Who knew she was right all along. Snapping out of my own thoughts I opened my eyes and he was still there. Down on one knee staring up at me, waiting on an answer. But why me? I ignored you, made you chase me, then brought drama into your life, bombarded you like a soldier on the front line, and invaded your life! Worked my way in like a flea. Yet you love me? REALLY? My hand balled into a fist and went flying before I could think. All I can say is you bet not let me down! Do not be like the others! Do not embarrass me! I'm giving my all to you, leaving it all in your hands... "Ouch!" Ok. Let's do this! I'm not sure how to put these feeling into words so the poetry and song titles are to help you feel what I am feeling as much as possible. This might get a little steamy at times! Hope you enjoy. Also this is a first draft so please excuse any mistakes, thanks!

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Your Brother and I

Sometimes people force you to do things that you never wanted to do. Sometimes while doing those things you meet people that you never knew you needed to meet. You start to form friendships with these people and sometimes something special happens with that guy you didn't know you liked. These people start to become your world, but no world can be perfect. That guy you liked may seem incredible but there's something he's just too afraid to tell you. Oh, and your friends? They know what he's hiding too, but they've all decided to keep it from you. Forgetting it can sometimes be your only way to keep going. "You're eyes are shooting stars." "And what do you wish for, mon significative une?" "For you to tell my your deepest secrets." He was quiet for a moment but he didn't leave like I expected him to do. He just simply started to kiss my check while trailing down to my jaw, then neck, then up to my ear. He gripped my lobe between his teeth and right as he let it go he whispered something. "If I tell you my secrets, that gleam in your eye, that you seem to only look at me with, will forever be lost."