If only you knew..
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  • Parts 14
  • Time 1h 15m
Ongoing, First published Feb 21, 2015
"I dont think i love you anymore," he said with his voice full of guilt.

She kept the phone close to her ears, breathing heavily but did not say anything.

"Love is supposed to make you happy but i no longer feel happy with you. I'm sorry I dont love you. Take care."


The line disconnected.





'To love at all is to be vulnerable.'



What happens when you and your best friend fall for the same guy? 
Does love win or friendship or does both lose? 

This is the story of Madiyah where she discovers her lost self and her dark sides. 
She cant help but fall in and out of love and has her trust broken so many times that she finally gets numb to all feelings. 
She gets to know all the reason as to why she is how she is.
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