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Dying On The Inside

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!!! inspired by the song Dying On The Inside - Nessa Barret 

George, a 20 year old influencer who models and streams to make a living. His parents are the CEO of a model company, which is how he got into the modeling industry. Most people would think of him as "perfect" , or  "living the perfect life" but they don't see behind the scenes where George feels as if he's walking on thin ice, watching his every step, and despite the amount of love and attention he gets, George can't help but hate his image. He can't help but feel insecure and small in this big world as all eyes are on him.  He can't help but himself and he can't help but feel as if he will never be enough for anything or anybody in this world. That is, until one certain blonde male walks in and changes his whole view on himself and the world. 


( dnf fanfic 💚💙 )

possible tws 
- suicidal thoughts 
- self harm 
- eating disorder
- swearing 
- gaynessAll Rights Reserved

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