Painful Paradise (mxm)
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Last published Tue, Feb 28, 2023
"You have me. My heart and soul are yours to break for all of eternity."
Love, it comes in many forms. Most are familiar with its embrace while others are left wondering what those tendrils are weakly grasping for.
Chapter 1&2 is kinda boring, it starts from chapter 3.
Painful Paradise, a story of unrequitted love. Or not.
Warnings ⚠️
☆ lgbtq
☆ Aromantic
☆ Gay
☆ mxm
☆ mature
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