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All the bad butterflies

butdaddyhemyboo

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Reads 172
Votes 16
Parts 10
Time 1h 3m

butdaddyhemyboo

Mature

"You wouldn't love me if the lights were on, Reid". 
There are tears in my eyes and a heart in my hands, the only reminder that I'm still alive. 

Jane Austen was not right. I am filled with nothing but agony.
But how come it turns into hope every second I breathe the same air as him?

"Go ahead, light this room on fire and watch what my last words are, Kara". 

And in that second, another one of the million ones I've spent with him by my side, in that second, I realized that the heart I held in my hands was his. It was his from the very beginning. 

I will make sure he lives, he's too selfless to die.All Rights Reserved

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When Did It Go Wrong? by TahaBoualami

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Chasing Tide (A Merman's Tale And The Human Who Desired Him) by AlphaKelly

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THAT FIRST BREAK (Broken Redemption Prequel 1) by ArianaClarkAuthor

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When Did It Go Wrong? cover

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Chasing Tide (A Merman's Tale And The Human Who Desired Him) cover

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What Are You? cover

Side By Side cover

The Brightest Stars cover

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Hug Me When It Rains [18+] cover

When Did It Go Wrong?

In the midst of his teenage years, a 14-year-old high schooler found himself falling deeply in love for the very first time. However, there was a catch - his beloved was far away, and their relationship was bound by distance. Despite the odds stacked against them, the young boy refused to give up, fighting valiantly to keep the flame of their love burning bright. But fate is a fickle mistress, and three years later, tragedy struck. The boy received the heartbreaking news that his long-distance girlfriend had passed away. Consumed by grief and struggling to make sense of his loss, he turned to his diary for solace, seeking answers to the question that haunted him day and night: when did it all go wrong? As he embarked upon the daunting task of unraveling the enigma before him, our protagonist found himself confronted with an array of formidable obstacles that threatened to entangle him in their grasp and impede his progress. These challenges, which were to prove more insurmountable than he had anticipated, weighed heavily upon him, shackling his life and casting doubt upon his ability to overcome them. Thus began a journey of self-discovery, as the young boy poured his heart out onto the pages of his diary, reliving the memories of his past and grappling with the harsh realities of the present. From the highs of first love to the lows of crushing loss, his story is a poignant reminder of the power of love and the strength of the human spirit in the face of adversity.)