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My Heart's Spades

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𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐈𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐢

The first time I saw him, I believed he was the one who would save me from this hell. 

He was everything I dreamed of.

until he wasn't.

𝐈𝐯𝐚𝐧 𝐏𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐯
The first time I saw her, I thought she was pathetic, weak.

She was beautiful, I will admit.

I was captivated by her.


. ┊ ⁭ ⁭ ⁭ ⁭TW BEFORE READING.

Book contains mentions about BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder.)

Contains things like attempted suicide

-bullying
-cutting
-abuse
-death
-swearing

I'll update the TWs.All Rights Reserved

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