Potential Voicemail

The author is going through something painful at the moment. They will use this as a journal of their insanity and to record their emotions into a settled piece. Author: "I am possibly going to be using this to help me through my current relationship and log whatever may happen. My goal is to use the platform to jot down my feelings and emotions and record them in somewhat cohesive thoughts. I feel as though doing this may help express myself better, as the end goal is ultimately to be understood. If someone walks away from me, has had a significant role in my life, and I feel they are missing vital pieces about me, I must carry out my mission to the end. So here is my progress. It will be messy. It will be frustrating. It'll be hurtful at times if not already, but it will be OK. There's always a possibility it works out. I know this implies my current situation is in shambles, and to be completely transparent, on my end, it feels like it is. I'm giving my perception of how I see it. This is my account of what's happening. I will write everything down of my own accreditation. And yes, I will most likely sound a little mad for it. My hopes in releasing this to the public is that it will help someone understand or possibly help with what they're going through. You are not alone. I wonder if my emotions are valid or psychotic. I feel insane, I really do. I wonder what is correct, and I wonder if releasing this into reality will have some sort of comeback or realization somewhere."